darling

coming out

okay, so i recently got a private message about someone asking me about my coming out experience and how i feel about it

well first you have to understand i am pansexual. meaning i like pans because they are smokin hot

too cheesy ? okay, let's just move on.

i remember the day i first realized i was pansexual. it was quite easier for me to open up to my parents as i have two gay moms and a dad who supports the lgbt 🏳️‍🌈

what i really was afraid of were those outside of my family

meaning people i would normally see around town and my use to be friends

many kids at school began to bully me. called me names such as fag, cocksucker, gay boy, fucking retard, etc

i'm not gonna lie, i am use to it. these are words i hear almost every day of my life since i came out

i would always get notes from people about how i should just die and at one point people would sharpie hurtful words all over my locker

as you may know from previous chapters, i constantly use to get beat up

i am just glad most of the bruises went away

i understand people have it way worse than me. like those who begin to self harm or the ones who get disowned/kicked out by their parents

i want you guys to know if you're struggling to come to terms with your sexuality, i am here for you

whether you want to vent and have someone to listen to you instead of always putting their inputs