no ! no ! no ! no ! no ! no ! no ! no ! no ! no ! no ! no! no!
the fuck ! i just got sucked into a black hole, kill me now !
and all because of this
this movie made me ride such a roller coaster of emotions
everyone kept on talking about the movie so me being me annoyed the hell out of my moms until they said i can go to see the movie
best decision of my whole entire life
besides that, dylan and thomas, i just can't. they were fine as hell.
and then the whole newt thing
once i got into the car after the movies i broke down
i was full on sobbing
page 250 came across my mind
and then i started to sob even more
newt deserved better. he deserved a longer life. he deserved to finally be happy
i am so fucking pissed and sad all at once
just writing this is causing more tears to roll down my face
i went with my cousins and friend ryder
they understand my pain, except it hit me the hardest
why james dashner, why ?!
he just had to ruin me like that
and then there's teresa
i mean i was pretty iffy about her
but then death cure came out
my view on everyone and everything changed
i can't handle this