Hate Myself

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~Scarlet's POV~
School hallway is crowded like a group of anchovies. I can hear people whispering things. Taking about the posters and dresses and shits like that. I walk in the hallway with Augustine, Magnus and Nick which is unusual. The introverted me walking with the three most hottest guys in school.

"Never come to my house. All of you. It's just not like me—" before I could finish saying, someone interrupted. Someone really important whom I actually forgot for few days. Which is bad, really bad. I'm in big trouble.

"Scar... where have you been all these days? And what are all these?", Emma has all rights to yell at me, but for what exactly.

"I know it's weird for me to be late—" again interrupted. "What do you mean by being late? I'm talking about what you have with Augustine. The whole school is talking about you and Augustine. About some 7 days shit. You know how overprotective I can be, and how much I hate you being sad at the because of this 7 days thing. And I can't believe you didn't say a thing to me. In fact, YOU LIED TO ME." Her voice was so shrieking that my ears hurt.

But how did anyone even know about this? Only I and Augustine know. Did Augustine...? No, I trust him. And he was the one who wanted this. There weren't many people around. Just me, Emma, Nick, Magnus, Augustine and some students taking their books from their lockers. They don't look like they care but does look at me and give me that look as if this isn't it and there is more.

I turned to look at Augustine and he is smiling. Like none of this matter to him. As if he is enjoying it. He walked away when he saw some of his friends. Wow, he is laughing now.

It is freezing cold and I feel sick. Of everything. I went to the washroom. Thank god there was no one there. I asked Emma to not follow me and I needed some time. I got inside and locked myself there for few minutes. I don't know what to say. How to feel. None of these has never happened to me before. I took out my phone.

Usually, I just go to the classroom chats. Everyone is added including the nerds, divas, jocks, every single human being in the class except the teachers.

But I was surprised when I got in. Now I know why that guy gave me the look as if there was more to suffer. Everyone was talking about me. Someone got the snap of Augustine jumping out of my house. But he was shirtless when he came down. And there was a video too. Wait not just one but many.

I got up and played the first one. It was him jumping out and running towards the camera. He was talking as if he knew that the guy is recording. Now it's blurred but I can hear what he is saying, hey bro, you took it, right? Well, it wasn't that bad. I mean she got fucking drunk and her parents were downstairs so we couldn't do it. Well, don't worry it's just day 3 now, there are 4 more days to this 7 days thing—

After hearing, I collapsed and felt my knees weak. I couldn't stand up. So I thought I will watch the rest sitting on the closet. The next video broke my heart. It was the first day when we met. His friend is recording.

So we thought of pranking people but I don't find anyone here. Heyy, there is a girl there. She looks like she had a breakup and thought of forgetting him by drinking Dew. Hahahaha both are laughing even Augustine. Ok, the prank is you should just go take her drink and drink it. See the reaction and come back. That's nice right?

Augustine walked towards me, his friend is recording these and talking bullshit. He took my drink and all those what happened that moment was recorded. Later when he sat down, wait what is he doing? I asked him to come back. Now he sat and started talking with her. August you are the weirdest.

They posted this video too. The comments were all about me, the girl is getting pranked for seven days I think. I mean it's Augustine. We all know how he is.

She is also getting played.

We can see another broken heart after seven days guys, get ready.

She is the stupidest girl I've ever seen.

How dare she fall for August, he is mine. Only mine!!

And thousands more...
I couldn't help but cry. It really hurts.

It hurts to find out that I am so dumb enough to fall for him, trust him, I started to hate myself

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It hurts to find out that I am so dumb enough to fall for him, trust him, I started to hate myself.
I wiped my tears and got up. I missed a class and I don't wanna miss one more.

Just when I was about to open the door. I heard some footsteps and some chit chats. I didn't want to face them so waited inside for them to leave.
Suddenly, I heard my name and Augustine's in there conversation...

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