Melancholy Love || Park Jimin

6

8 AM hospital 

This morning I called my workplace to have some day off, I went to the hospital right away, I didn't want the baby to have any problems.

"Miss.Yoo the report is coming out soon, you can just sit here and wait a bit." Said Dr.Kim.

Some moments later...

"Miss.Yoo may you come in the room please, there's something very important I need to tell you." He said in an very serious voice.

"Sure." I said with a shaking voice, I was very scared if the baby had any problems.

Dr.Kim takes out the report in his hands and showed me.

"Sorry Miss.Yoo but we have an very sad new for you." He said with sadness in his eyes.

"You have lung cancer." He added. 

My eyes started to tear up, my uncontrollably tears dripping down my face.

"Dr.Kim you must be kidding me." I said with more tears falling down my face.

"We're very sorry." He said looking down.

"No please you must be joking, please tell me this is a lie." I said to him loudly.

"We're very sorry, you only have 2 weeks left." He said with a shaky voice.

"No your lying, no your not telling the truth." I started screaming.

"Please tell me this is a lie, please." I sat on the ground. Tears drilling down even more.

"I'm very sorry, but we recommend you have abortion as soon as possible, the baby might weaken your body even more." He tried to say calmly.

I tried to calm myself, telling myself that this is just a lie, it's just dream I'm gonna wake up soon, and Jimin will be at my side and comfort this terrible nightmare.

"Dr.Kim April fools already pass, it's not funny to joke around like that." I said still not believing this is true.

"Yesterday you literally told me I'm pageant and telling me not to have abortion and you were telling me to that the baby has a life too and we should take this seriously, but today you told me I have lung cancer, and telling me that I should do abortion." I break out I couldn't do it anymore.

"Miss.Yoo this is different." He said then he suddenly stopped.

"What how is this different." I trying to calm myself.

"We already have the abortion planned for you next week." He said without answering my question.

"You planned for me without my permission." I said madly.

I look at him angrily. I ran out the door as fast as I could, I didn't want to hear him telling me anything I just wanna go home.

Jimin's POV

I had dance practice all day, when I was on my way home I saw a cupcake shop, I known Eunjin loves cupcake. I went in the store and got her her favorite flavor. I known I got her upset last time, I shouldn't just leave her in the house herself, I know she will wait for me until I come back or until her gets a text message, or else she's not gonna sleep, she'll just wait for me on the couch without sleeping. So I'm gonna get her a cupcake to cheer her up.

I slowly open the door, seeing the lights all went out made me a bit confused. I opened the light and softly called her name out.

"Eunjin-ah" I called out softly.

I went to the kitchen and put the cupcake in the fridge or else it's gonna go bad. I slowly walk to our bedroom, I opened the door as quite as I could, then I flick the lights on, all I saw was the Eunjin hugged her legs sleeping on the bed, I quietly walk near the bed, all I saw was dried up tears on her face.

"I'm sorry baby, I shouldn't have lifted you alone that night." I said softly and computationally, then I slowly kissed her tears on her face. 

I walked out of the bedroom and want to balcony, slowly bring the cigarettes and lighter out of my pants. I began to think.

"Maybe it was wrong for her to marry me."