Zinnia's Story

chapter 3

Zinnia P.O.V

"Kat" I asked

"Hey Zig-zag" she relied

"This is Heaven?"

"No silly you not dead" She giggled

"So how can I see you how am I talking to you" I said looking round at  this white place

"Cause I'm your guardian angel"

"Why you left me like that Kat your all I had you was my purpose to wake up in the morning why can't I just die" I asked her sobbing

She walked over to me and lifted my head.

"I couldn't do it, he was gone beat me to death or drink himself to death one and I couldn't go back into that corrupted system again. I'm sorry my fight was gone my faith was gone too I'm sorry! Just know I'm always with you I love you Zi" She hugged me

"My fight is gone too Kat, You where my fight now you gone I don't have a fight only thing I have is my lil bit of  faith" I held on to her.

"You have your faith Babygirl and frankly god says he got plans for you so you have to stay, Imma always be here to watch out for you, just keep that faith baby and you gone be alright.. Now it's time to wake up I love you " she planted a soft kiss on my forehead and vanished.

"Beep...Beep... Beep" Was all I heard as I opened my eyes it was all blurry. I kept opening and closing my eyes trying to adjust them to the light. I had tubes down my nose , my mouth and I had needles in my veins. Wrist was wrapped up which only means im in the hospital.

I started to pull the tubes from my throat and out my nose.

"No..no stop your Ok" the nurse grabbed me.

"No please let me die" I sobbed.

I have nothing else to live for I don't, what plans do god possibly have for me? To let me suffer some more im okay on that. My best friend was my life was my everything I can't go on without her. I just laid here and cried.

"why did you leave me here alone Kat" I sobbed

I tried to stand up but my body is so weak.

"Zinnia you need to rest" The nurse said trying to help me lay back down.

"Get the hell off of me I don't wanna be here" I snatched away

"Somebody call the Dr we are going to have to sedate her" the nurse said.

The Dr. came is with two other nurses one held my feet two held my hands. I was trying to fight but I ain't really have the strength too. The Dr. put something on my IV and I started to get tired.

When I woke up the Dr. was standing by my bedside."Hi. Miss Moore i'm glad to see you awake, how you feeling " He asked putting his pin in his white coat pocket.

"Can I have some water " My mouth was extremely dry. He had one of the other nurse bring me some water.

That water was like music to my soul my mouth felt like the Sahara desert.

"How did I get here"

"Your mother called the police cause she found you in the room with your wrist slit after your best friend committed suicide.When they got too you you had lost so much blood and was unresponsive, When you got here you were D.O.A but something told me to try so I did I was able to bring you back. You had to get 20 stitches and you missed your main artery by a half a centimeter. We had to put you in a medically induced coma because you lost so much blood you been out for about a two and a half weeks"