I decided to go out with this demon, I felt good for once but after a week or so it ended so I was not so thrilled about that. So I go about my day feeling...empty until I saw her. I was going to apologize to her I go up to her but then someone else grabbed her. It was her new boyfriend at that moment I lost all sanity slowly digging my nails into the palms of my hands until blood dripped form my nails. I dd the only logical thing...I ran. After that day she opened up a new feeling in me and that feeling is anger. That night I punched the wall till my hands started to bleed. I liked the sight of my own blood it soothed me it made me numb. I wanted to kill everybody I wanted to think about something else but she kept coming into my head over! and over again! I wanted to bash my head against the wall till i saw my brain splattered all over the wall like a tomato thrown from an angry crowd. I needed to not feel to not think I need to go. Soon after this I ripped my hands apart till they were unrecognizable it felt good...
