Trese

It was just your back that I saw today

I didn’t see your face cause you walked away.

I don’t know if it was just me or the day

But I felt like you’re so distant, are we okay?

I tried to follow you but you disappeared

I tried to send you a message but that is weird.

I tried to look for you everywhere

But you were not in sight. You’re nowhere!

You’re my friend, and that is all

But why is it that I feel I’m starting to fall.

Oh please, boy, don’t let it happen

Because I don’t wanna be hurt, if our feelings deepen.

What I’ve been through, you have known

We have shared the stories we own.

I believed your words, I believed your acts

There is nothing else that lacks.

But why is it that when you are near

I give a genuine smile but inside me is fear.

Afraid that you’ll see how I feel for you

Afraid that you might just feel it, too.

Don’t worry cause I don’t expect, I don’t assume

It’s just that others do presume.

I don’t really understand my feelings inside

I just want you since then to be by my side.

You may not be good in everything you do

But I love the way you give friendship a value.

I like your eyes and your sweet smile

Even your sweet voice I can hear between the miles.

I looked for ways to spend time with you

And you didn’t fail me, that’s true!

You even sheltered me when I feel so blue.

Did you know all along the feelings I have for you?

To my dull days, you have brought life

To my lonely face, you have brought smile.

To my gloomy days, you brought light

You even mended my broken heart.

Defense mechanism, that’s what it could have seemed

But I swear that situation I haven’t deemed.

To use you in anyway, I never intended

You’ve always been a friend I run to, talk to and never pretended.

Right here, right now, I’ll say

You’re my little shining star every night, everyday

And you are a shield that protected me all the way

Never did you try to push me out of your way.

But now I believe I have to stop

Before my broken heart tries to pop!

To my feelings, I have to say goodbye

And to you, I have to stay away for a while.

I’ll not let this feelings grow even more

I’ll let it pass and put things just like before.

I thank you for the smiles you brought me and for being a companion

You’ll always be a little shining star that gives me inspiration.