HEALER (BTS Suga fanfiction)

Chapter 1

I was sleeping soundly until I heard the phone's ringing, pissed at whoever woke me up I opened my eyes lazily, it's not like I get enough sleep anyway.

My hand randomly searched under my pillow where I usually put my phone ignoring all the cancer related to cell phones' articles.

The loud melody ringing endlessly, sleep still calling me back and one open eye observing the phone screen I wondered for a moment what Jihye's picture was doing on my phone.

"Good morning sweetheart ready to start a new life" she greeted with joy.

Now I remember, Jihye is my manager and her picture showing the first thing in the morning is nothing abnormal.

"If by signing with an agency means a good life, I don't think so" I hissed at her.

"Oh come on! We already talked didn't we? Anyone would die for this opportunity, it's Big fucking Hit entertainment, you would be seeing BTS casually every day and ..."

Even the morning wouldn't stop her from cursing.

"You know I don't care about these stuffs" I interrupted her.

"Unfortunately yes, I know you're boring, just stick to your books and miss all the fun and be blind whenever a handsome guy is around ..."

"Get to the point" I drawled.

"Anyway I called to say that I can't be with u today" there was a mix of hesitation and sadness in her voice.

"What's wrong?" I asked concerned as I perfectly know Jihye and I know that she is a diligent woman who wouldn't miss work unless it's an emergency.

"Nana is sick and my mom is busy so ..."

"Nana is sick? How is she? Do you need help ?" I jumped off my bed.

"It's just flu, I got it. I just need to stay by her side" she reassured me.

"You sure?" I insisted.

"One hundred per cent"

"Okay I can go alone" I sighed

"I'm sorry I know it's hard for you to..."

"It's okay Jihye, I have to depend on myself, just send me the address. They know I'm coming right?" I spoke with my most confident voice, she has already her daughter to worry about I don't have to put on more weight.

"Of course, be careful!"

"Always"

I let my body fall on the bed, as if by this I could make the unwieldy weight that started to form on my chest fall too.

I know it's been a long time, yet I'm still scared whenever I leave my comfort zone, still anxious and paranoid whenever Jihye is not around and still hurt because I have a scary past chasing me.

The rain's sound snatched me from my depressive thoughts making me smile, because finally one good thing is happening

Unlike others, I have always loved this unfortunate weather as some likes to call, because it makes people's eyes glued to the ground and because rain hides my tears and washes my pain.

Rain is perfect for people like me.

I took a shower, blow dried my long black hair, and hurriedly picked a baggy striped shirt with a white skirt past my knees and choose a black converse for the shoe.

I put my mask on and of course I wouldn't go out without my red cap, the only thing that makes me feel at ease.

One moment I was enjoying the rain sitting on my window sill and the other moment I was running on the stairs not even waiting for the elevator as I remembered that I have only 15 minutes until the meeting, and God knows how much I hate being late especially on my first day.

I took a taxi since I don't know the place and since I suck at using the navigator in my car.

A twenty first century girl they say.

Adding to the drama, the traffic was terrible so after twenty minutes I finally reached the building.

I'm alone, I'm late and I also hate the idea of this agency, it took Jihye a couple of weeks to convince me to which i approved at last when she mentioned her daughter's name, using the fact that I'm weak when it comes to Nana, she explained how hard for her to work as my manager and fulfill her role as a single mom, so signing with an agency should make it easier for her.

She added that the CEO was her sunbae, trustworthy and a man with manners.

after I paid my fair I rushed to the entrance, of course I forgot to bring my umbrella, I have this habit of forgetting things which unfortunately doesn't imply to my memories.

After I told them Jihye's name they let me in, it was a big building with a big lobby but no one was at the reception, seriously I can't be anymore late.

As I was thinking of a way to find the CEO's office my eyes detected someone heading to the elevator, he was wearing a black mask, black pants, black vest and of course black shoes, I would mistake him for a grim reaper if he hadn't his hair bleached, he must be one of the trainees or the artists so he must know the place.

I gathered my courage, I tightened my fist and murmured some courage words.

Since I met Jihye, she was always the one doing all the asking and talking part, but now I have to depend on myself.

I made my way to him slowly and with caution.

With a cracked voice I asked, "I'm sorry can I ask you something?"

He turned his head my way, his eyes the only part showing, intimidated me the moment they locked with mine making me regret every single action and reason that contributed in my position now.

But despite the cold feeling they radiate, they seemed familiar somehow.

"How did you get here, seriously how can they don't do their job?" his eyebrows pulled down and his cold eyes stared intently in my eyes sending shivers down my spine.

"Security! Get her out of here!" he yelled and I jumped out of surprise.

To his call two big guys walked my way, I who was still grasping the situation lost control, and instead of trying to solve the problem myself, my hand automatically searched for my phone thinking of Jihye, while my mouth tried to form proper words "look I just want to..."

I was cut off by the sound of my phone breaking to pieces after that asshole snatched it from my hand and throw it to the hard floor.

"Next time don't play any games with me, if you wait outside I'll let my manager compensate you" It was the last thing he growled before entering the now opened elevator.

Speechless and helpless I watched the elevator doors closing on the black cap boy.

Arrogant and amused he observed me pathetically dragged by two big men.

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