The Most Beautiful Moment in Life Pt.1

Hold Me Tight (Kim Taehyung)

Shin Ryujin

I stood in front of the mirror, staring back at my reflection. My eyes swollen due to he unstoppable tears I shed from LA to Seoul. Eomma asked nothing as she understand that I need sometime to put my self together first. I need to solve this on my own. I need to pass this on my own. That's how things works when you are in a secret relationship. Well you can't live in peace if everybody knows that you are in a relationship with one of the biggest boygroup member in South Korea.

I get into the bathroom and wash up. I can't make up my mind yet. Everything still so blurry as the picture of Taehyung with that blonde girl on his lap still playing on repeat in my head. Oh, no. You need to stop crying.

I walked out of the bathroom and patting my face with the towel when I heard a knock on my door.

"Yes?", I answered the knock.

"It's me. Why don't you eat your breakfast darling?", I heard eomma's voice from the other side of the door.

I reached for the door knob and opened it. She stood there with my breakfast on her hand.

"Just rest well first. Eat your breakfast, and sleep. You can tell me anytime you're ready.", she put the tray on my table and smile at me.

I smiled at her half-heartedly. She reached for me and give me a hug.

"This too shall pass, dear. You need to think of it clearly. Don't make any decision in such an emotional condition.", she said to me.

"Why do you seem to know what is happenning to me right now?", I asked her right away.

"Well, the problems of the young was once my problems too. If it's about love, then I think I know what it is.", she winked at me.

I rolled my eyes.

She walked out of my room and turned her head right before she close the door. She looked at me and whisper.

"Don't make any decision in such an emotional condition. Got it?", she smirks and shut the door.

"Eomma! Why do you seem to be on his side?!", I whined.

"Because I am.", she hums the answer.

"You didn't know if he is doing bad.", I told her.

"I just know he would not.", she hums again, made me sick.

Gosh.

• • •

Finally the sun sets down. The night become even colder. I tried to keep myself busy all the day. I read my books, watch videos, play my guitar. But I just can't keep my head from thinking about Taehyung and that blonde girl. When that scene played in my head, I felt something hit my heart so hard. I breathe in heavily before I checked on my phone. I scroll through pictures of BTS members arrived in Incheon just few hours ago. I saw him looked down in every photos. His eyes swollen. Maybe just the same as I am now.

I sigh. I locked my phone and put it back to my bedside table. I reached for the remote and turn on my tv. I switches the channels and stopped at the breaking news when I think I saw Namjoon oppa in the scene. I froze at the moment I read the written headline.

"Ryujinnie, did you-", eomma suddenly break into my room and ask me the unfinished question.

I turned my head to look at her in confusion.

"I think you know better than me, that he need you right now, darling.", she crossed her hands in front of her chest while looking at me.