The Most Beautiful Moment in Life Pt.1

Hold Me Tight (Kim Taehyung)

Kim Taehyung

I can't believe my eyes at the beginning. She stood there in silence. My heart started to ache again remembering that windy night when she slammed the taxi door and left. But she is the only one I need right now. I look into her eyes and I can't see traces of anger. Despite of anger and disappointment, I only see sadness there. Her eyes even swollen and watery.

I tried to gain the power left in my body to stand up and greet her. She stood still. My tears fell down when I walk towards her. She cupped my face, wiped my tears as she looked into my eyes.

"It's okay. It's okay.", she shushed me.

I let myself fall to her embrace. Finally I can feel her warmth around me, when she hugged me back. She even caress my hair, makes me even weaker. I started to sob, buried my face on her shoulder.

My tears broke. My sobs turned to blobbers. She keep shushing me.

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry..", I tried so hard to spell the words in between my sobs.

"Sssh. There's more important thing than me now. It's okay. Be strong, baby.", she spoke soflty and it soothes my heart.

"Taehyungie. We gotta go now. The car is ready to go to the cemetery.", I heard Rocky hyung spoke behind me.

I let go of the hug. I wiped my face. Ryujinnie touch my head and smoothed some strands of my hair. She forces a smile and nods to Rocky hyung. I breathe in heavily before let go of her hands and turn my back to pick halmeoni's picture. My brothers are already outside the room standing on each sides of halmeoni's coffin. Eomma and Abeoji welcomes me and let me walk at the front holding halmeoni's picture while holding back my deeper sadness.

Blitz and camera clicks welcomes us. I stared blankly at halmeoni's coffin inside the car. Abeoji patted my shoulders before he embraces eomma and guide her to the other car. I nod to him and walked to the other car with my brothers around me. Seokjin let me get into the car first and take halmeoni's picture before he sit on the front seat. Jimin and Jungkook sit on my sides. Jungkook held my hand and squeezed it a little while Jimin tried so hard to smile. I nod and frown at the same time. I'm so thankful that they're my brothers.

• • •

I put both my hands on my waists as I look at my packed bags. I put framed picture of halmeoni on the top part of the bag. Someone stepping inside my room and I turned my head to see Hoseok walks towards me.

"You can ask for more days if you want to. We just have radio interview schedules tomorrow and photoshoot the day after. You can skip it. People would understand it. Bang PD-nim would understand it.", he put his arm on my shoulders.

I shook my head.

"It would better if I get busier. I can put the sadness aside for a while until I healed.", I told him something I can't even believe myself.

"We'll gonna hang it in the living room.", Jimin appeared beside me and pointed at halmeoni's picture in my bag.

"I'll hang it in my room.", I smiled and zipped up the bag.

"You mean, our room. That's okay. She's also my halmeoni though.", Namjoon rest his back on the doorway, his hands crossed in front of his chest.

I turned back and smile.

"That's not fair. She's my halmeoni too.", Jimin protested.

"True.", Hoseok agreed.

"Alright if you all insisted.", I chuckles. My first laugh over this past week.