BTS BoyxBoy Oneshots

Kim Jong-hyun

This is in dedication of our beautiful angel

Gone

You're gone

I still can't believe it

I didn't expect you to do that

Never thought that you were going through horrible things

Never knew you thought about it

It wasn't till I heard the news that it hit me

You left...

I wanted to one day meet you

See your smile in real life

Now looking at your pictures

I think, was that smile real?

It breaks my heart

But, I don't want to cry

I can't let myself

Because then I'll face the horrible truth...

You're in a better place now

Even if it isn't here...

Saranghae Jonghyun

R.I.P.

Why?

Why?

I question myself

This is all a dream...

It's not real

Any moment I'll wake up and everything will be fine

This never happened

And everything will be as it used to be

Why

Why do you do this?

It's already hard enough that you left

It's like torture seeing you again.

As much as I love you, it hurts

It's too soon to see you again

It still breaks my heart

Why did you do it?

You're not here

I miss you

Why?

Jonghyun

I really miss you...

You were such a wonderful person

You accomplished so much

You are an angel

An angel that wanted to go home

So you did...

Even though we all miss you,

We know that you're in a much better place.

You're not suffering and I think that's important

You were at war...

With yourself

I love and miss you

R.I.P. Jonghyun

Breathe

Just breathe

But I can't...

I break down

It's too much for me

I'm overwhelmed

I can't do this anymore

As much as I want to

I can't...

Always Be With You

I'll always be with you

No matter what

I'll be by your side

Even when I'm not next to you, I'm there

I'll never leave

Angel

You're such a beautiful angel

One of a kind

You saved so many people

But, nobody saved you

If only they saw the signs

Maybe, you'd still be here...

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This is how I decided to express my emotions... I write poetry... Please enjoy