the dream was never over

ooh yeah this is wild

         " Oh baby" Jade cried out in passion as they made love again after their show was over and they were in their hotel room. Scarlett was fucking her with the jack rabbit she took her virginity with days ago. She wanted to know what it was like seeing jade react to what her previous lovers had done to her. It almost haunted her knowing who she had been with,and that they were all men ,powerful men. She almost felt inferior at times, especially when it was brought up in jades interviews.  Scarlett reached down licking jades clit as she pumped the toy in and out harder, "God yes...BABY!!!!!!" Jade cried out again ,she suddenly convulsed and cried out in an orgasm Scarlett passionately kissed her . After her orgasm had subsided she got up holding onto the bed frame as she walked to her suitcase.  Scarlett giggled "what are you doing sexy?"  "It's a surprise baby." Jade answered ,Scarlett rubbed herself ,so turned on from their actions. She moaned . Jade turned around she had on a strap on. "I have something for you my sweet girl,I think you might enjoy.." She smiled seductively. She walked back to Scarlett,  climbing ontop of her. Jade kissed her hard  they were both panting as jade slipped inside of her lover,who cried out jades name. "Mmm I love seeing you like this .." Jade bucked her hips , slamming her repeatedly.  "Ah yeahhhh" "get on your hands and knees " Jade directed,as she stood up . Scarlett obeyed her . Jade got behind her inserted it back where she had it before . This time in a different position.  "Mmm bet you like this position." Jade whispered in Scarletts ear. She wanted to give her different sexual experiences just to see what pleasured her.  Scarlett screamed into a pillow as jade loved her hard. She came two or three times before her legs gave.  Jade slipped off the attachment and held her girl in her arms as she recovered. "I love you so much." Jade whispered in her ear. "Why?" Scarlett asked sweetly.  Almost afraid of her question. "What do you mean?" Jade hesitantly answered back, afraid of what was to come. "Because..I'm No one..you've been with men,and very famous  ones , men who still hang around,and write about you." A tear fell from Scarletts eyes ." Jade wiped her tears kissing each one. "Baby girl..listen to me, they write those songs because they think they can get to me, but they don't.  Yes it's true,I have been with men,and famous men,I understand that. Yes ...we slept together once upon a time, and it was stupid,  I never loved them..." "now..the  moment I saw you perform ,I had to see you again. With my exes it was a libido thing. With you I wanted to know you...there was something different I felt within myself..it shocked.me,especially since you are a woman.. Then I did meet you ,it was like an automatic thing..I had to be with you ..I mean in a nonsexual context. I wanted to be yours. I'm in love with you. " another tear escaped her lovers eyes. She kissed her . " I love you too." Scarlett replied. Jade smiled contently. " she held her future in her arms ,she knew it. But she needed to let her lover have more time. I mean she took her virginity, and the fact is that most people don't end up with their first and it was a delimma that stayed in her thoughts. That night the two of them slept terribly. Insecure thoughts had them tossing and turning.
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    Eventually Scarlett decided to smoke some cbd to try to calm herself down. She had stopped in the last city at a smoke shop and purchased a small bottle.  Jade sat up in bed. "What's wrong sweet girl?" "Insomnia "  she groggily said. Jade sighed. She knew her insecure thoughts had gotten to her. Jade poured them both some hot tea.  " What were they like?" Jade pretended to not have a clue what she was talking about, in hopes that she would drop it. " What is who like ?"  "Your ex boyfriends?" Jade sighed again. She sat down and got very serious. " Ok listen,  I despise them, I was not in love. I thought I was..I thought wrong. They were kind at first then they turned into assholes. They cheated on me multiple times. One even hit me..Ok ?" Scarlett was expressionless. "In bed..." Jade groaned.."why???" "Please jade..." "fine..honestly J..had a small dick..ok..I used him to get where I'm at...Denny..was romantic at first which is always nice ...but he cheated on me ,we were never together, then he said he would rather me stay home and quit music ,and he got mean then said he never loved me just used me. Lyrick..
I thought..I loved him  ,but  he basically controlled me and made me afraid of anyone else. He hit me....so I started taking his drugs ,I got hooked then he openly started hitting me which is how we broke up and I finally got away... " and Michael was a one night stand. "  Scarlett stared at Jade,who was looking at her scared.knowing what the next question would be ,hoping it wouldn't. "Have you ever been pregnant?" Jade put her head in her hands ,which said it all.  "When?" Is all Scarlett said. Jade didn't answer.Scarlett had tears running down her face. "You're a mom to someone aren't you?" "No..not technically " she whispered. Obviously hurting from the memories.  "When..." Scarlett repeated. Jade sniffed from how hard she began to cry . "Which time..."  "Oh my God ..." Scarlett said shocked. "Whose baby..."  "the first one..I was raped..." I put her up for adoption...She would be 34..."  Scarlett was so shocked she stayed quiet . "Lyrick..and I had a miscarriage.."  "Denny..got me pregnant ,it was not planned ,by that time I was so fucked up on drugs our child would have been seriously not healthy,so when I first found out I had an abortion.."  "Michael and I got pregnant...after that one time...I went into hiding,Had her,and gave her up for adoption as well." She would be 16 this year.." so yes,I have 2 daughters. "No, they don't know me,I know one of them tried to find me because she looks like me ,but , she had been to jail and robbed so,many people she's not a good person.  As hard as it is,I could never...trust her, it's hard to think about so,I just don't.  "And my 16 year old was a closed adoption. " now..I could never tell anyone this,so, I hope you know how much I love you ..." Scarlett stood up and hugged jade tight,kissing her lips.  "Let's go back to bed baby" Jade whispered. Scarlett put her arms around her, they finally fell asleep..