Heart Tales

Chapter 1: Zero Experience

Hey.

This may not be the most convenient time to be discussing about my life and the shit that happens in it, I may not be the most relatable person out there, and I literally have zero experience with 'LOVE', I just look -not really- and sound like I do know love but in reality, I really haven't even touched a man's lips nor attempted to touch one for that matter but just like what I always say...

Meh!

You just need to go on with it.
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So, what is it that you need to know about me?

Hmmm...

Well my given name is different from the name that I am usually called, that's a first thing you need to know.

They usually call me 'Jemma' and I am quite fond of this name better than my first name.

I look very awkward. Cause my legs are longer and slimmer than my upper body, taller than usual and I wear wide-framed glasses. I have poor eyesight, health and whole body strength, but I do excel in my studies. I am thought of to be sociable and a charismatic leader, but in reality, I am just an introvert that doesn't know what she's doing, that's why she imitates and adapts personalities that are suited for every situation she faces. I really am a mediocre.

I,

preferably in our church and religion,

am a girl.

I am also a Bisexual, which is kinda weird opening up in this manner, cause I happen to keep my sexuality very low key.

But...

Yes, I am attracted to both male and female human beings, and no, I don't have both reproductive organs.

I am the youngest of my kin, and probably the very first mediocre born from it.

Not very proud about it, but you just gotta live accepting that fact.

I am not a person that would always get in trouble but I will always be second best

or atleast never the best.

I have 6 Best Friends, the people that I would call my blessings.
Like among 6 Million people they're the best 6 out of it.

I wouldn't want to disclose their real names here, so I'll just probably use some code names!

First is we have,

Gail.

A girl with slightly curly, long dark brown hair, with very thick glasses, fair skinned and is almost the same height as me.

She is a really nice girl, pretty, reliable and smart, but behind all of that she taught me things that I could've sworn I wouldn't have know till it was taught in school -wink wink- like my first impression of her was that she was a weirdo, and guess what! She really is one!
But I can't deny that I harboured feelings for her from our freshman year to our 3rd year of high school. I was really open to her about it, and she likes me too, just not the same way as I did. Well, I got past that already, and we are still Best Friends as ever. She will always be someone special to me.