So Done Chasing You

Chap 2

You broke my heart.

Yet you never even saw it coming.

Just yesterday I swear I wanted to be the one and only

But u see I guess it just wasn't meant to be

Now me and you , our time is written down history

We had better days then this, but you must be dismissed

Can't hold back these tears, cuz they hold so many memories

I was supposed to be wifey, but I guess I wasn't holding the right key

You always though I cheated, so I just let you be

Truth is I been faithful to since day fucking one

I ain't never played you, and I always kept myself just belonging to u

But somehow you always seemed to think different

Your heart was always out of my reach man....

But I realized that was your doing and not mine

You never wanted me to have your heart in the first place

I must been just a pass time. Someone to fill a space

I got tired of chasing someone who didn't want me back.

So I decided to end this , before I lost myself from chasing you....

You had me fooled thinking you would one day open up to me

Yet I loved u despite your accusations of me ....

Undoubtedly I know you probably never loved me...

I'm sorry but I'm so through with you

Maybe one day you will see how much you meant to me

Maybe then u see that it was meant to be

Until then I'm gonna stay true to my words

I'm out your life , healing mine through out time.....

Sitting on my roof I was just writing... Something I haven't done for a long time. I needed to clear my head and this was my only outlet..... As I wrote the tears began to fall because everything I was writing was undoubtably true. But somehow I still loved him even though he doesn't love me back. God why am I so undoubtably stupid? How could I love someone who doesn't love me back?