So Done Chasing You

Chap 6

Hart:

I was in a pitch black sleep....

All I could hear was a little girl calling "mommy.... Mommy wake up" I open my eyes and I saw a beautiful little girl. She looked just like a mixture of me and her dad.

She ran to me.... "Mommy it's ok... It wasn't my time to be born please mom don't cry. Talk to dad he will understand" that made me cry even more .... "Me and dad aren't together anymore sweetie " she looked at me and all she could do was smile " mommy you and dad are made for each other, please get back with him.... He's sorry for what he did..." I cried harder " baby it's not that simple, me and dad.... We'll dad doesn't want mom he thinks she's been sleeping around." She laughed " mommy dad so silly, he just loves u and don't wanna lose u. He know your not"

Hart: baby I don't know what to tell u. I love you baby. Even though I never got to meet u. You are my world. Me and daddy we just grew apart. I love your dad more than life itself. But I don't think he feels the same with me. I just want to come to heaven with you. We could be together forever.

Baby girl: mom it's not your time. But I promise you will see me again. Dad does love you and even though he don't know me I know he's going to love me. Just talk to him and explain. Talk you guys are stronger than this... Please mommy. I know you can do. Do it for me please.....

Hart: I will try but at the moment we aren't even talking anymore.... *cries even harder* I don't know what to do....

Baby girl: mommy I got to go, please talk to daddy. Please..... Please ....

Hart: I hold her even tighter, but she begins fading away.... "No baby please don't go!" I start crying even harder.... I just can't loose her.

She disappears....

"Noooooooo! I lost my baby, I can't believe I lost my baby! Mckenzie please come back"

I just cry and cry, hoping I can wake up from this horrible dream.... Hoping that it's all a dream and my daughter is waiting to be born in my stomach. But in my heart I knew it wasn't a dream. I knew she was gone. She asked me to talk to her dad... That's easier said than done.... How do you talk to someone who just can't see u love them so much your whole body aches. Or when u kiss them your whole world lights up. Or when under them no matter what form... You get butterflies all over again.... But stupidly you let them go. My daughter just don't understand.... "Sigh I hope she knows something I don't know" *i just cry and cry till I can't no more*