I hurt you. I didn't want to.
Living without you scared me and I couldn't imagine life without....but what we had scared me more.
I had a foolish hope....a childish ope that I would only be a source of happiness for you but I realized I wasnt going to be that for you.
You deserve only happiness in this life and if I had stayed by your side eventually I would have only brought you pain.
I hope when you think of me 3 years from now you only remember our happy moments.
I know you will find someone better then me because you deserve that. I am not good...and I am not healthy enough. You need someone who will not waver for a moment. Because you are amazing and anyone can see that.
Aflac. One day we will meet again and I will be able to see your amazing smile once more and it won't be because you love me but it will be because you love you and your life and you are so overwhelmingly happy with everything you are and you have.
P.s I love you
