It Has Always Been You... (Jin Fanfiction BTS)

Chapter 10

~3 Weeks later~

Trina's P.O.V.

You know how I said he couldn't ignore me? Well, I was wrong. Although he still was very nice to me, he kept his distance. He ended up asking her to go out with him and then they became a couple a week later. I am not going to lie and say I was happy for him, cause I am not. But how much distance he kept made me want to go home and live with his parents, my parents sure didn't want me home.

I had only one conversation with my parents since leaving and that was just last week. My mother had called me and told me that I was no longer allowed to come home. She said if things didn't work out that I needed to find somewhere to go because I was no longer welcome there. I instantly hung up and burst into tears and I burst into Jin's room hoping he would be there to comfort me. I found the room empty as I should've expected, and sunk against the wall as tears burst down my face as if a dam had broken. I knew he wouldn't be in there because the boys were at practice, but usually, he was there and I just expected him to open his arms and hold me until I fell asleep.

Joon was actually the one to find me that day, as I had fallen asleep on the floor with tear-stained cheeks. I wanted to die more than ever that day as they sat me on the couch and everyone was there expect Jin. I cried some more as I shared with them what had happened. I had also fallen asleep there as the rest of the boys took their showers. I woke up my kept my eyes closed as I heard Jin walk through the door.

Flashback

Jin's P.O.V.

As I walked through the door I saw Trina had fallen asleep on the couch, my smile disappeared as I saw the red streaks down her cheeks as I knew it could only be one thing. I looked from her to Namjoon as I started to panic.

"What happened?" I asked as I threw my bag on the floor and rushed over to her. Namjoon quickly stepped in front of me as he looked at me.

"Why didn't you tell any of us about her parents, prepared us. I found her passed out on the carpet of your room. She said her parents kicked her out, told her she wasn't welcome there anymore. She expected you to be in there to comfort her but found you gone, and hoped that you would be back soon to talk to her. When we sat her down and she noticed you were missing, she cried. She has been asleep for about an hour and a half now, I called her boss and told her she was sick so she won't be in tomorrow." He said as he looked at me one last time before turning and sitting beside her sleeping form.

I have always been there, always. And it breaks my heart that I wasn't there this time. But Ji-ae makes me happy. I can't mess this up for myself, she might be my only chance at moving on. Instead of going to sit with Trina, I turned and went into my room, showered, and went to bed.

Flashback over

Trina's P.O.V.

I heard their whole conversation, and I heard Jin leave. I expected it at this point. I knew this was going to happen, so I just let it. I gave up, I have lost my best friend. This has caused me to write more poems and thoughts as I filled the book with more daily. I spent more time with Tae and Kookie and even got close to Yoongi. I helped each of them pick out their stage names and now they all have different names except for Jin, Kookie, and Jimin.

Today I woke up the boys and we headed to BigHit to work on a look for their newest song. I did Kookie's hair and makeup as we tried out different looks for their new music video they will be shooting for Boy in Luv and also got asked if I would play the lead girl in the video because the guys were more comfortable with me.