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32) Broken

- Chapter 32 :

( A/N : Can we all please appreciate *and die looking at* this gif like omg why so rude? )

Min So was curled up in a blanket as she sat on the couch, a bucket of ice cream in hand as she sniffled, the comedy movie playing on the screen. The boys had sat around her, very closely sharing their warmth with her.

Right after she explained to them what happened, they'd all hugged her tightly and sat her on the couch before wrapping her in layers of blankets and spoiling her with junk food they'd secretly smuggled in. Min So felt overjoyed over the fact that they cared, and she smiled while talking to them, not wanting to make them feel bad.

However even those smiles were fake and not
real. She so wanted to just sleep at the moment but she couldn't as the boys surrounded her, slowly falling asleep as they leaned onto her. It was comforting to know the least that someone cared about her.

Min So heard the door creak open and she closed her eyes, slouching as she pretended to be asleep as well. The door closed slowly and Min So heard silent footsteps nearing her body. Her heart clenched when a hand traced her lips and she knew it was Taehyung. She fought against herself to keep her sleeping face on as she heard his breathing, soft and shallow.

And it took her so much more not to gasp when she felt his same lips on her forehead, kissing her sweetly. What was he even doing or thinking? Min So was beyond *the scenes* confused as she stood still, shivers flying through her body.

Finally Taehyung broke away and quickly touched her cheeks before sighing and leaving, his footsteps retreating in the back ground. Min So tentatively opened her eyes and frowned as she reached over to touch her forehead, the warmth of his lips still present.

All she wanted to do was scream and let everything out, but it wasn't a good place nor time to do so, so she kept quiet and thought hard. She needed to know why he'd break up without telling her any valid reason.

Was he sick of her? Was she just another toy to him as well? Min So stared at her hands in pure confusion and then to the sleeping boys around her. She didn't want to trouble them any further, she was supposed to be helping them not holding them back.

A wave of shaken washed over her and she bit her lip, wondering how to address all of this to Lisa and Bam Bam without them whipping Taehyung and BTS to death. Min Si grabbed her head in her hands from all the thinking and let out an angry huff.

"Damn you Kim Taehyung."

***

Taehyung collapsed on his bed as his eyes started closing, his tiredness finally overwhelming him. He reminisced back to his 'talk' with Bam Bam and Yougjae, shivering a little.

Flashback :

There was an awkward silence before the boys broke form their frozen faces, a look of anger forming instead. Bam Bam stood and pointed straight at Taehyung, fury coursing through him.

"You jerk!" He clenched his teeth and Taehyung looked down in shame, feeling horrible. "Young, where did I leave the knife?" Bam Bam muttered and Taehyung looked up in fear.

Youngjae instead grabbed him to the couch and faced a trembling Taehyung, gruffly speaking, "Why. Explain everything." And so he did. Taehyung pouted everything until he was sure there was nothing more to tell. He told them of how he couldn't protect her, or his previous friends. He told them how he couldn't stand looking at her anymore because it hurt her.

And when he finished speaking, he was in tears; the droplets of water freely flowing down his cheeks as he made no attempt to pat them away. Bam Bam's eyes posture held the same amount of ferocity but
his eyes softened and he felt the smallest amount of sympathy; very very small though.

"What do I do?" Taehyung cried, bashing his head bro his hands as he mumbled to himself, afraid of his own decisions. Bam Bam looked st Youngjae as they thought for a while, not expecting this kind of outburst. They really had misread Taehyung.

"Taehyung, even if we tell you something now, you're not in the emotional state to listen or follow it......." Youngjae started, fiddling with his own fingers to hide is silent tears. Both Min So and Taehyung has such sad pasts, yet they were so successful.

"Make your own decisions and follow your heart." Bam Bam summed up, having an urge to be cliche as usual. Taehyung looked up, wiping his tears as he listened intently to their advice.

"Thank you....I'll leave now sinse it's late." Taehyung noticed and the boys nodded, leading him out the door before patting his shoulder, "We aren't letting you off the hook. If anything happens to Min So, we're coming to you first." Youngjae commented and Taehyung gulped before nodding and leaving, feeling uncomfortable.

When he finally did reach the dorm, he found his Min So sleeping soundly, a bucket of ice cream neatly seated on her lap as the boys huddled with her like penguins. Taehyung smiled knowing at least she could count on BTS. Then again they'd
probably kill him tomorrow for making her cry.

He slowly touched her lips before leaning down for a sweet forehead kiss. How he missed doing this.

End of Flashback :

Taehyung let himself fall asleep finally, the cold dark waves drawing him in as he gave in. He sunk into his pillow and smiled against, hugging it as if it were a person.

"I really am sorry,

-Min So...."

And we are getting closer and closer to the end kids! *wipes tear* Anyways please vote and comment and I hope you all enjoy ❣️

-lunar1029