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35) Again?!

- Chapter 35 :

Min So rubbed her puffy red eyes and walked out her room, sniffling from a night full of crying and sobbing softly. She was hurt more and more per day when she nought it'd be the opposite.

Everytime she saw Taehyung, she remembered how he broke up with her. That led to memories of her parents face as they kissed her and left her, promising to come back when they never did.

Maybe that was why it hurt her so much, Taehyung reminded her of what her parents did. Even the members could see the change in her, it'd been a week since the whole incident but Min So had progressively gotten more and more depressed.

Even her makeup became blank and nonchalant as she did their make up faster without any chatting. She often spent her time outside the dorms, sometime sitting on random benches. It was too painful staying in the dorm, remembering her parents and Taehyung.

Min So got ready and wore no make up, walking out like a zombie as she poured herself some water. The members watched her with concern and opened heir mouths to say something when the door creaked open and Taehyung returned from a walk.

The boys watched as Taehyung and Min So made eye contact, however Min So attended to her water while Taehyung kept watching her. "Min So?" He called, feeling guilty as the girl became more and more introverted everyday. Min So looked at him dully and Taehyung felt his heart twist, used to her brilliant smile and giggle.

"Are you okay?" He asked and she placed her glass down, walking back to her, where she'd been spending most of her time anyways. "Why do you care?" She spat and walked away, tears brimming her eyes. She hoped that being rude would send him away from her. She wanted to get rid of his emotions for her so that he could move on; it was all for him.

However it only made Taehyung more concerned for her. Bam Bam has recently told him about her childhood and how her parents abandoned her, and he realized that his childhood wasn't as bad as hers. All Taehyung wanted to do was grab he and hug her tightly, but he knew couldn't. The gap between them was far too large now.

The members watched this from the couch, frustration written on their faces. They could tell both parties still deeply cared for each other. "Guys, we might have to interfere again." Jin retorted and the boys nodded in agreement.

"Taehyung, go for another walk and come back will you?" Namjoon said, more as a statement than a suggestion. Taehyung gave him a weird look before nodding and walking out to escape the glares of the members.

"Now boys, let mission 'bring taeso back' initiate."

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Min So closed the door on herself and deflated to the floor, hugging her knees close. She didn't want this. Staying here was only hurting her more than it should.

Maybe I should leave.

The distant thought floated through her mind and she didn't banish it, actually thinking about it this time. Staying here was only hurting her and she needed to move on even though she knew she couldn't.

Min So sprinted to her closet and packed her clothes and a few more times, deciding to leave for now and stay at Lisa's. She could resign and get the rest of her items another day. She felt a tear rain down her cheek and she brushed it away as she hit her lip.

She finally brought the bag over her shoulder and walked to the door, unlocking it to find six boys staring back at her. Jin was about to say something when he saw her bag, and his eyes became slits.

"Min So, what's the meaning of this?" He asked and the rest of the boys finally noticed, eyeing her with fear. "I'm not exactly myself anymore so I'm practically holding you guys back. I'm leaving, don't try to stop me." She said and walked past them.

However, as usual they didn't listen.

Min So screeched as he felt herself being picked up. "Kookie!!" She gasped as Jungkook rested her over his shoulders. "Put me down!" She said fearfully, well aware where this was going. However he only gently put her into a chair before a rope tightly came around her.

"This isn't nice! You can't do this!" She said but the boys worked nonchalantly, ignoring her. "Please..." Her voice cracked and the boys momentarily stopped before finishing the ties. By now she knew their plan.

"Please, I can't face him again, it's too painful....please..." By now she was outright crying, choking on her own tears as the boys felt sympathy stab them, a few tears escaping them too. However they knew that she loved him and they had to get back together.

"Min So please don't cry, it hurts us too, but this is for the best. We're sorry!" Hoseok cawed, crying himself as he wiped his tears. Min So only replied with a choked sob before the boys slowly retreated to their rooms, too guilty and sympathetic to do anything more. They'd have to leave the rest to Taehyung.

Min So was sobbing loudly by now, tears wetting her clothes as she tried to breathe, but she couldn't. She was drowning in her own tears that raked her face. She began having flashbacks of her parents and their warmth, all because she was so scared of meeting Taehyung; of having to face him.

Her panic only increased and her breaths became shorter when the door creaked and Taehyung stepped in, unaware of the dangerous situation.

OMG MY CHEST WAS HURTING WHILE WRITING THIS WAHHHH! Anyways heads up the next chapter is the final one! But there will be an epilogue and two bonus cheaters so don't worry! <3

-lunar1029