Are we or are we not?

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can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby

let me know

girl i’m gonna show you how to do it

and we start real slow

you just put your lips together

and you come real close

can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby

here we go

 

-          Flo Rida: Whistle

 

 

 

“I don’t know,” Sookie hesitated.

“You don’t?” I asked her pouting.

“Are you sure about that?” I asked her before I caressed her hair with my right hand.

“G-Godric—“

“Yes?” I wondered aloud.

“I…We can try, but honestly I’ve never been in a relationship before,” she told me.

“Neither have I… as far as I know anyway.”

“That’s the thing I’m worried about,” she admitted.

“That I have not been in a relationship before?”

“No,” she said.

“Then what? What is it?”

“You don’t know who you are. You didn’t even know your own name,” she said sadly.

“Eric said—“

“That he hasn’t seen you in forever until you killed yourself, so who knows if there’s some woman that you’re in love with?”

“Do you really think that if there was I would just… kill myself?”

“No—“

“So what’s the problem?” I asked her.

“What if she died or something and you never told Eric?” I tried not to laugh at her, but I let a smile turn up the corners of my lips.

“Are you laughing at me?” She asked me.

“Are you really worried about some hypothetical woman? Who could be hypothetically dead?”

“I just…I—I really don’t want to get my heart broken,” she admitted, looking at her feet. I raised her chin, so she was look at me.

“And I don’t want to break it either, but I’m selfish,” I told her and took my hand away from her chin.

“What do you mean? How are you selfish? I don’t think you are selfish, Godric.”

“But I am. I am selfish, because I can’t let you go. I can’t let you find someone worthy of you. I can’t… even wait to get my memories back to touch you,” I told her and put my hands on her cheeks.

“Why not?” she asked me breathlessly.

“Because now that I know, how your skin feels…how kissing you—“ I said and kissed her forehead.

“—feels. How much feeling your lips…” I said kissing her lips like it was the last thing I would ever do. She moved few inches away from my lips, but her mouth was still so close to mine that I could feel her breath on my lips.

“You’re too good even without your memories,” she breathed and I smiled at her.

“Am I?” I wondered.

“You are,” she confirmed.

“So you will give us a chance?” I asked her as I caressed her left cheek with my right hand.

“Yes, I will.” She told me smiling.

“Are you sure? Because after you say yes, I won’t let you go.”

“I’m su….” I didn’t give her a chance to finish before my lips were on hers again. She put her hands on my chest again but this time she didn’t push me away. We kissed until she couldn’t breathe anymore, so we had to stop. I put my forehead on hers.

“I could keep kissing you for every moment for the rest of my life… which apparently is forever,” I told her and she couldn’t stop herself from smiling at me. She put her hands on my neck before she kissed me again.

I pulled her legs up to wrap around my hips and walked us to the living room until we reached the couch. I sat down, so she was sitting on my lap.

I moved my hand to the inside of her shirt, so I could touch her bare skin again. When I touched her stomach, I could feel her shivering and that made me smile to our kiss. I was going to move my hands even higher to touch her breasts, but her hand stopped me by taking a hold of my wrists.

“I’m sorry, but I can’t yet,” she told me sadly after stopping our make out session.

“It’s alright if you’re not ready yet to have sex with me,” I told her honestly. I really wanted to take her here and now, but I could wait, “I can wait however long it takes.”

“Are you real?” she wondered, touching my left cheek.

“What do you mean? Do I feel real?” I asked her.

“You do, but… You seem too… perfect,” she told me, which made me smile at her.

“But I’m not. You are, my Sookie,” I said and kissed her softly before lifting her off of my lap. It would be too hard for me to focus if she was still on my lap.

“So tell me more about what you did while I was in my day rest,” I asked and she started explaining how she was working at the Merlotte’s and saw her brother. She also told me that she wasn’t really a fan of Bobby’s.

I really could wait forever for her. It was enough to just to listen her telling me about her day or anything. Even though she was terrible at singing, she still had the sweetest voice. It was enough to steal a kiss now and then… at least for now.

 

 

 

N/A: Sorry for it shortness and I had an exam week so I couldn’t write sooner…But there was a little bit of action for you guys :D Sorry if you were disappointed that they didn’t go all the way, like Sookie did almost admittedly with amnesia Eric. But come on they’ve known each other for a second and she’s still a virgin in this fic.

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