"I'm ok" I say back. My eyes starting to water,tears flow down me check dripping down on the my pillow leaving a big wet patch. I just lay there frozen, I can't move I'm paralyse thoughts just whirl around my head.
Repeating over and over.
Your fine
Get over it
Just say your ok like always
Fake a smile like what you always do
You'll get though it
I end the call the worse call I've ever received, my dad died the only parent
Who cared the only one the loved me
I guess another reason to add the the list of why to fake everything at school why I pretend that everything ok when it not when I actually braking now slowly deteriorating bit by bit but no one picks it up. I've got into a habitat of bottling up all my feelings and hiding it away so no one knows what going on in my messed up life. After the years smiling hiding everything be comes natural cause yo do it so often because its habit, saying I'm ok , I'm fine comes out your mouth so easy then that's not true
I'm not fine, I'm not ok but you learn to mask it all so no one knows the real you .
Cause no one wants to know the real you no one wants to know what going though you mind cause no one cares they just think I'm the prettiest,kind,funny,helpful "the perfect girl next door" when I'm the complete opposite but you know mabye just mabye someone will help me.
Hope you enjoy part one 😊
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