🌹 • jikook

둘• JUNGKOOK'S THOUGHTS

Jungkook's POV
It's been hard this past year. Jimin hyung is avoiding me or just straight on ignoring me. He's been spending time with either Hobi hyung or Jin hyung but why do i care? We're all just best friends. That's right. He also goes to the bathroom often and skips meals. Also, Tae's been distant this past month. He's always with Yoongi hyung. They're probably just writing a new song or something. Kook, chill no need to be jealous.
Jimin's POV
None of the hyungs know of my condition. This past year was a living hell. I had to ignore Jungkook in attempt to cure this stupid hanahaki but it's just getting worse. There are little droplets of blood on the flowers now. Kook, why do you do this to me? Why can't you see he's cheating on you? I can't tell you because you might not believe me. Also, there are new scars now. I hope the hyungs the don't notice it as usual. Also I lost like 5 kg this past month. That's good. Maybe this way I can move on and forget about him.
• Flashback to when Hoseok found out•
Jungkook's POV
~Practice room~
Jimin is a lot paler than usual. He's making mistakes in the dance he made. I wonder what's wrong. I stare at him. He caught me staring and he just looked away, not a tint of pink in his face but mine looking like I just added a bunch of blush-on.
Hoseok's POV
"Jimin! What's wrong with you today? You messed up your own choreography? Is there anything wrong?" I sighed seeing him catching his breath when he collapsed.
Jimin's POV
Hoseok hyung was talking to me when the world started spinning and my vision went blank.
~Time skip (Hospital room 797)~
Where am I? Oh I fainted and I'm in the hospital. I hope only Hoseok hyung is here. He's the most understanding hyung among them.
Jungkook's POV
(Practice room with the rest of BTS)
I wonder how Jimin hyung is now? Is he awake? Is he okay with Hobi hyung? Why did he faint? It's sad how I have to stay behind and teach the other guys the choreo while they are away. I want to see Jiminie hyung.
Hoseok's POV
(Before Jimin woke up)
"Doctor Kim, what do you mean he's probably going to die soon?"
I managed to sniffle out, sobbing. " I mean he fought with hanahaki for about a year as of how big the flower is now. Normal people would typically last a year or two." Doctor Kim said sympathetically. I cried my eyes out heading to Jimin's room only to find out, he had awoken. He was startled to see me cry but I just ran and held him tight.
Jimin's POV
Hoseok hyung hugged me tight. He probably knows about the hanahaki now."Hyung, please don't tell the others. I don't want you to be sad because I'm going to be gone soon." I managed to sob out because seeing my hyungs cry, especially because of me, pains me. "I promise I won't but you have to tell me who it is." I look down and sighed mumbling a little "Jungkook..."
Hoseok's POV
I knew it. The way he looks at Kook gives it away too much. "I promise I won't tell them Jiminie but I will take extra care of you and spend more time with you. You're about to be gone. I need time with you."
Jimin's POV
That was a simple request. "Of course Hobi hyung. I love spending time with you." The whole time though, Jin was outside eavesdropping. He tried to hold in his tears but they streamed down tear after tear. He just decided to go inside and tell Jimin that he knows.
Jin's POV
"Jimin, it's okay." I know Kookie likes him back. He's just shy but I'm not telling anyone about his hanahaki so it is Jungkook's choice now.
• Flachback end•
Third Person's POV
That is why Jimin spends time a lot of time with Hoseok and Jin. They take care of him when he, himself can't. They tell him he is loved but their love wasn't enough to heal his disease.