The 8th Member •YoongixReader•{hiatus}

chapter 15

{Affection}

(Y/n)  Is your name

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A girl as the 8th member? In a boy group?

They're gone crazy, she's controlling them in some way!

This can't be! That bitch poisoned their minds!

I could have been better! I mean comon she doesn't even have the good looks! I'm blond

You dyed it idiot

Comments of hate marked all over the new article that came out about your debut in the famous boy group

But of course there was lots of encouraging ones,  that defended you and the members

You sighed closing the article on your phone and turning it off,  hurt

You didn't know it was that hard being an idol until now

A tear slowly escaped your eye and rolled down your cheek,  you closed them shut preventing any more of them coming out

You needed to be strong,  confident that you'll be perfect for the role

You heard a knock on the door of your room,  you quickly wiped the trail of the tear and your eyes which became watery and put on a smile

"It's open" You spoke,  "hello hello" Hoseok came in with a smile plastered on his face

You smiled brightly at him until you saw his smile fade and a frown replaced it

"H.. Have you been crying? " Hoseok said sitting next to you on the bed

"W... What no of course not" "(Y/n)  what's wrong? " He asked taking your hand and holding it in his

"It's just... Hard... The hate comments seem to get to me but I just try to push the hate away.... " You sighed out looking at the ground

"Everyone gets hate in their lives at some point,  it's totally normal,  and crying because of it isn't wrong, getting it all out means you're becoming stronger" He spoke as tracks of tears rolled down your cheeks

He immediately embraced you "it's gonna be okay (y/n),  I know it's a lot of pressure on you.... But never forget to be who you are and never change for anyone else and don't make negativity get to you"

You smiled "t.. Thanks hoseok you're the best"

"Well of course I am,  don't forget to tell that to the others" He winked

You immediately burst out laughing and hugged him again "I'll sure do"

He chuckled and held your cheeks,  "never let them get to you okay? " He spoke wiping your tears with his thumb

You nodded and starred into his eyes,  he grinned as you smiled

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Everyone clapped and cheered at the end of the song

You panted along side with the other members ,  you just ended your first performance after your debut

It was the first song that contained your voice in it, you were exited and hyped to perform it after lots of practice and it finally happened

You smiled and looked out at all armys seated in the dark with their army bombs

All the members stood next to each other with you and everyone bowed

"This is our first performance and song with our new member (y/n)! So please take care of her and us,  we love you army!" Jiminy spoke

The fans cheered,  with all the negativity earlier from the fans  ,  you forgot all the armys that always stood beside BTS and respected every decision they made