"I saw you... right there walking in the pavement as it starts to rain. You didn't run, instead you catch the raindrops with your hand..."
He wanted to touch you...
He wanted to kiss you...
... but you're Jimin's sister
The Bangtan Love Stories Saga...
Everything playbacks like a high definition movie. The way she looks so scared of me. The way she feels disgusted that we slept in one bed.
The way she said that she wants to be alone.
I never took care of someone before. Maybe I shouldn't start now.
You're fucking petty, Jeon.
When you saw her looking at you, you wanted to ask her if she feels better. You can't... she wants to be alone.
That's all you can think of.
Well that and her fingers touching and tracing my body this morning. I've never been more scared in my entire life.
A few more touches and I'm sure I could've taken advantage of the situation. That's why I became angry. I've restrained myself this morning. It took all my control not to do anything with what he did and what do I get? Her disgusted and fearful face.
"Kook, are you alright?" It was Hobi.
"Yeah..."
"What's with Jinri and the unwanted soy sauce?" He said.
I hate that I have observant friends.
"Nothing hyung..." I said as I took a gulp of water.
"Whatever it is, don't make matters worst." He said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
He pointed outside where Jinri and Jimin were talking.
Jimin looks so concern and Jinri seems sad.
She looked at me and I immediately looked to Hobi.
——
On our way home I noticed that I have an unread message.
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If I say Yes. She'll ask why. I could tell her about her antics this morning that made me feel like I just came home from a one night stand. She'll make excuses, I'll feel like a tool.
If I tell No. She'll stop asking. Or maybe she will still bother me thinking that it's okay for us to be friends again. I will forever pretend that her touch did nothing to me. Like... until I'm dead.
This is Jinri's effect. Her ability to make a Yes or No question into a much more complicated branch of what ifs and buts.
I chose not to answer.
——
It's been a few days since Jinri and I last talked.
"Bunnykins, do you want to go out? Let's window shop." Jimin said.
