Cloud 9 With You (dedicated to my future husband)

Maybe

Who is he? I don't think I've ever seen him before. I don't think he knows anyone that I know. Not sure but from reading his post I can tell he's a man who knows what he wants. My heart is way too damaged. My words are pretty sharp when I'm angry. I'm insecure about things that I should have overcame years ago. I don't really know how to love so I don't know why he's talking to me. If you ask me he's barking up the wrong tree. If he knew what he's getting himself into, I'm pretty sure he'd flee. Run to anybody else but me. But no, I can't shake this feeling. It's a feeling quite unfamiliar. I feel like I need to get to know him. I've seen many faces. I've experienced many losses. I've ran low on trust but for some reason I want to see how far this could go. Maybe we could fall in love? Maybe we could be friends? Oh never mind because I don't have male friends. But maybe he could be the one who shows me he's different from the rest. Maybe he's the one God chose for me when I placed my heart in His hands.