Problems (Modern Hamilton AU)

Chapter 13

Hello people....if any guys read this please comment. I feel like only girls read fanfics about gay boys but I could be wrong. Unless you guys don't want to comment. You guys wanted more angst I'll slide from happiness to more angst .

Girl talk: (if you are a guy you can read this Idc)
So when you are on your period do you girls write very dramatic things because I do.

I'm trying to tone down the drama:

George's POV:

"Son! Can we talk just you and me?" Alex nodded slowly and worriedly.i put a hand on his shoulder. We walked off into mine and Martha's room.

He gave me a worried look but he didn't speak to me at all.

"I understand you and john are not on best terms. But could you try to apologize and be nicer to him." He looked down still not saying a word. Alex played with his hair a bit. I noted a while ago he would do that when he was nervous or confused. John would put his hand the back of his neck when he was nervous and Lafayette balled his fists.

"You are always talkative. It's one of your best features" I added which made him smile a bit. I always knew how to get someone sad to smile.

"Please talk to me" he looked down and shook his head no. I turned my head on confusion.

"You remind me of me when I was a kid" I sat down on the bed and he sat next to me.

"I was full of energy like you and I would do anything for my family"

"....that's not me at all" he mumbled and I rubbed his back. I knew Alexander. You may not think it but parents know more about you than you know about yourself. He may have seemed a bit rude but in reality to me he's a good kid and I love him.

"Then who are you?" He looked up and gave me sad eyes then looked at the wall.

"I'm mean and annoying and a terrible person in general" I frowned. Then laughed causing him to look up in anger.

"What's so funny?!?" I laughed and explained.

"It's just funny how wrong you are. That's not you at all" he looked down again and hugged me. I laughed a little.

"I'll apologize I do feel bad...and I may not show it but I do" I nodded knowing he'd feel it. We sat there for ten minutes when Lafayette walked in.

"Bonjour!"

"Bonjour" alex mumbled with a little laugh. His eyes were still closed. John was behind laf. John smiled a little at me and I smiled back. He got on the bed and hugged onto alex.

"John?"

"Mmm"

"Sorry john. I shouldn't have bullied you." I was so proud but they needed alone time so I walked out with Lafayette.

Lafayettes P.O.V:

"Hey laf"

"Hi dad!"

"So about your boyfriend" I opened my eyes wide.

"I don't know what you're talking about!" He laughed and I stood up and ran. He ran after me. Obviously I was faster but I slowed down for him and he grabbed me.

"You can date him if you want laf Hercules is a great guy seriously I'd be so proud to see you with him" I laughed a little. He wiped a fake tear from his eye. "My babies growing up"

".....I'm the same age as when you adopted me" I laughed and he laughed.

"You wanna invite him over?"

"YEAH!!!!!!!!!!" I shouted causing Alex to run out with john shaking in his arm.

"Oops apologies mon frère" I laughed a little. John was still shaking from anxiety I grabbed him because it probably wasn't best to leave him with alex. Alex never really understood anxiety like I did. He'd brush it off as john being a baby then yell at him for it then mom dad and I would have to try to calm john down from all the crying.

"Shhh it's ok john" dad told me his father was a great man (in the flashback he remembered his fathers words.....I meant to write mothers) but his mother would yell at him and beat him. It probably wasn't the best idea to have alex and john in the same house because he was reeeeaaally loud. You'd just be sitting there minding your own business and you'd here alex say something really loud in excitement or madness. Sometimes he'd just randomly talk loud with no emotion. This always startled john and mom was always calming him.

(Sorry about them rambling on I need you guys to learn back round info)

If mom had to pick a favorite I'd guess it to be john. She loves all of us dearly but she was always with john. I remember nights when Alex and I would talk about our days and he'd always end up disappointed in his actions and he'd tell me that he feels like mom and dad don't love him.

They do.

I'd tell him they do and he'd ask why. It was depressing to hear but mom and dad did love him he just didn't love himself.
(I'm crying while writing this because it applies to me 😢)

John slowly calmed down. I looked up to see Alex gone. George stood next to me in amazement.

"How did you-"

"Mom I learned from mom" he nodded.

Normally dad would be the one to help alex and I. He wasn't very good with the anxiety stuff. Mom would help john.

Flashback:

(Dads out of town and alex got into a fight with john)

"Lafayette do you think you could help john?" I nodded and smiled at her.

"Of course mom!"

"Thanks baby"

(While I was helping john)

"Uh laf?"

"Yes mom?"

"What should I tell alex? I should call George"

"IM FINE!" Alex screamed through the phone at George who was trying to calm him.

I laughed a little at this memory. That's the day we all learned you can't calm alex through phone. George looked at me in confusion as I laughed.

I made this chapter for back round information that I need you guys to learn before I proceed with the story.