Back To June

Again

-"I'm glad I'm back"-
-"..."-
-"Honey?"-
-"give me a sec, doing something"-
-"What is it that you're doing?"-
-"Not your business. Go finish taking the things out of the car"-
-"But they're heavy, can't you help me?"-
-"..."-
-"Babe?"-
-"..."-

I could scream and you wouldn't hear me. I could scream and it wouldn't matter.

You lied again.

-"Phew, I finally got everything out"-
-"Yeah?"-
-"Yup and now, we can take a bath together. What do you think?"-
-"I've got things to do"-
-"Things to do? Are you going out?"-
-"Yes, I'm meeting my friend for dinner"-
-"But I bought groceries to cook for you"-
-"This is important Ella"-
-"But this is our first night together after 3 weeks...can't
you at least have dinner?"-
-"Oh don't make that face"-
-"Please? It'll make me happy"-
-"And if I don't stay?"-
-"I'll be sad and lonely"-
-"You're pathetic"-

Maybe I am...
Maybe you're right...
Do I really look pathetic?
The mirror says yes, you say it louder
People agree and you scream it at the top of your longs

P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C