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What do I do?

-"Wanda, she called me again"-

Once again, there it is.
Your judging face.

-"Did you answer?"-
-"No! Of course not!"-
-"Why are you flushed? Did she leave another one of her weird messages??"-

Stop it. Dont call her weird.

-"Yeah...it was nice, not weird"-
-"Right, I forgot you actually like those"-
-"Wanda do you have a problem with her?"-

Just say it.
Scream it
Let everyone hear it!
Let everyone know you hate it
Let everyone know I'm gay
And you hate it...

-"Well..."-
-"Well what?"-
-"Well she got in between a marriage, she made you cheat on Kyle and she's making you sin"-

Sorry, say that again.
This time with my fist in your face.

-"She did not do any of those things. You know I provoked her"-
-"And she fell for it! And she still calls you! My god!"-

Stop looking at me that way. Stop.
Stop.
Stop it please.

-"It's not her fault. She's not the married one, I am. Stop trash talking her"-
-"You're right, you're at fault too. Why haven't you changed your phone number?"-
-"A lot of people call that number"-
-"Yeah. Her. Always her"-
-"I won't change my phone number, I do enough with not answering"-
-"Right, not answering, not listening to her voice messages, not deleting her old texts reading them over and over. Keeping a secret picture of her"-
-"I...what?"-

How...do You know that?

-"You're never going to fix your marriage like this"-

What if I don't want to fix it?

-"I know..."-
-"Ella, you're still young. Let him take control of your heart again. Dont let her disgusting self take over you, you were happy before she came into your life"-

I wasn't
I'm not
I'll never be
Happy with him

-"Thanks Wanda..."-