Doors wide open.
Deep breathing is breaking the silence, really uncomfortable silence.
I stood there, watching as he walked up to me.
This is torturing, no way out.
My heart skipped a beat as he placed his cold hand on my warm cheek, I don't like him.
I was, I am and I will always be afraid of him, of his actions. hurftull words.
He was something I will always dream when I run away. his face will hunt me till I die.
His breath is choking me, scent of smoke and alcohol, his cologene wanished away and now all you can smell is sweat, alcohol and cigarettes.
I moved my face from him, but failed. he placed his other hand pulling me in for a kiss, in a disgusting kiss.
that man was everything, except of attractive. his cold blue eyes were stabbing me right in my soul giving it no mercy.
his thin lips now curled into a kiss, were hard rock. I couldn't look into his eyes, he once promised me he will keep me from all the bad, it turns out he is all the bad.
"Do as I say." his squealy, creppy voice echoed in my ears. I denied and shook my head. "Say it again." he dared me.
Being stubborn as I am I repeated my action, and shook my head violently. His eyebrows narrowed, probably out of my bravery.
Then he smirked. something he would do often, in that same moment I regreted what I did.
"Are you sure?" he asked, he tried to sound teasingly but failed totally
"No." I said quickly.
after that I didn't know what was happening anymore, I found myself on the floor, lying peacefully.
Facing the ceeling, I felt a throbbing pain on my lower stomach. I was alone in the room. my dark room. I felt my eyes getting teary and one tear left my eye hitting the cold carpet below me. I could hear it splashing and dissapearing.
why life has to be so hard?
I tried to get up, it was damn hard to do so.
I found my balance and headed towards my bed, I crawled up on it and layed down.
*Zayn's Perspective*
"What did you do to her??" I asked as I followed Louis at the balcony, he refused to say anything since he left her room.
"Why are you so interesed what I did?" He asked roughly.
"Because, I want to know!" I said. he turned around his back facing me and inhailed the smoke of his cigarette, as he did that he closed his eyes taking it deep into his lungs. I knew exactly what he did. At that instant I felt anger washing over me.
I grabbed that cigarette out of his mouth and threw it across the balcony making him stay speechless, I saw a hint of unbelieving what I did and then his eyes turned dark, which meant he was mad.
I didn't give him any chance to react as he wanted to. I grabbed his shirt and pinned him to the wall, my jaw exposing as I squeezed it.
"Why did you do that?" I asked trying to remain calm. he gave me a sarcastic smile.
"You know exactly why I did it." he simply said, I saw his jaw clenching just as his fists.
"How dare you!? You know very well they told us not to touch her!" I screamed in his face
"Oh please, like others respect that! Harry treats her like a peace of shit, gives her food every now and then, did you see how skinny she is? Niall is beating the crap out of her, Liam is being a total jerk towards her and you are the only one who is listening to them, and I on the other hand, I make her faint so she doesn't feel a thing!" he screamed in deffense.
"that doesn't mean anything" I said as I released him. then it hit me.
all this time we are keeping her inside that little room without anything. I blamed myself because it was my idea, oh how I was stupid. I took one last glance at Louis who was smoking that peace of shit and enjoying himself, and stormed inside the house, going down the hall where she was. I unlocked the doors and went inside, I didn't even notice I walked in like a monster.
she backed away in her bed, making her head pop out to see who it was. I noticed her eyes were puffy, I guess from crying. I slowly walked to her bed and she tried to get away.
"Please let me go.." she mummbled, her voice sounding so depressed and weak.
"I-I can't." I said and too a deep breathe.
"Why?" she simply asked her voice craking at the end.
"Because that's our order." I said and lowered my head, I couldn't stand to see her crying, I hated it when girls cried and I couldn't do anything. I know I could let her walk away and pretend like I did nothing, but if they find out who let her... well let's not talk about it.
"Your order is to keep me here in this basement of the room and torture me?" she said with unbeliving tone.
"No, our order is to keep you here so you find out the real truth." I said.
"I've been here a month! and still nothing!" she screamed getting into my face. I hate it when someone does that, but I controled myself for her sake.
"Calm down, I'm just trying to speak with you." I said, I knew it was a bad idea to treat her right, she does whatever she wants because I'm the 'good' one.
"Speak with me? are you kidding me? Let me go, Zayn. I'm begging you." she pleaded getting back on her spot.
"I can't. understand me I can't." I said and looked straight at her brown eyes.
she just shook her head trying to avoid eye contact.
"Go." she mummled in her chin.
I stayed couple of seconds more and she turned her head furiously at me. "GO!" she repeated little louder and sounding angrier.
"Do not yell at me."I said calmly.
"whatever." she said and turned her head to the wall beside her, just staring at it.
I shook my head in unbeliving and walked to the doors slowly opening them. I turned towards her.
"I wanted to help but I can't." I said and left before she could say anything more.
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first chapter done.
XoXo, CinderelaIsALiar (:
