pregnant by a nerd / knj

Ch.10 I left her for you...

[Saturday]

Yunhae POV:
It was 2 pm so I started to get ready. I wore a black T-Shirt with an dark green Overall. I put on blue converse and did my make-up. After I did everything I grabbed my belongings and headed to the Cafè. I knew who worked there because the person is my childhood friend, but we don't have much contact. His name Min Yoongi.
I was actually a little happy to see Yoongi again because why not? The Cafè wasn't that far from my house. I was a little early but to my surprise Namjoon was already there.

Namjoon POV:
I was a little early though so I just waited outside of the Cafè. To my surprise she came early too. I actually thought first that she wouldn't come but it seemed like I was wrong.

Yunhae: H-Hey Namjoon..
Namjoon: H-Hey..
I was really feeling nervous around her. We stood there for a couple of minutes in silence..
Namjoon: Why don't we go inside?
She just nodded. We both entered the Cafè and headed to a table. A Mint haired guy came to our table and greeted us..

Yoongi: Hi..what can I- Yunhae?
Yunhae: Hey Yoongi!
Yoongi: Wow. You still remember me! Well what can I get for you guys?
Yunhae: I would like to have a-
Namjoon: Two orange juice please!
Yoongi: Coming right up!
He then left us alone.
Namjoon: So you guys..know..each other?
Yunhae: Y-Yes he is my Childhood friend..
Namjoon: Ah okay.
Yunhae: You wanted to talk...?
Namjoon: Uhhh yes...uh look Yunhae.. I am so sorry for how I was acting towards you. I know I was an total ass. I know the child is mine. I don't hate you for that. I just want to tell you that I will be by your side and we will go through it together.

Yunhae: N-Namjoon What do you mean? You are in a relationship..!
Namjoon: Yunhae.. I left her for you. I want to be by your side. Like I promised. I don't want to leave you and the baby. I want to be there for you. I want to protect you. Please forgive me Yunhae..

Yunhae: I-I don't know what to say..you really left her for me?! I thought you would hate-
Namjoon: I would never. Never in my life. You are a special person in my life. You are the only one who knows what I've been through. I would like to tell you why I switched classes.. if you want to listen..?
Yunhae: If you want to tell me something then go ahead. I am not gonna tell anyone.
She gave me a warm smile.

Namjoon: The reason why I switched classes was because of my classmates. They bullied me. I had one friend wich I trusted, his name Hoseok. I told him about my parents. That my Parents would hit me but I didn't tell him the rest. So he promised me not to tell anyone and I really trusted him but little did I know that he lied. He told everyone in class. The next day when I came in, everyone laughed at me. I didn't know why. So I just ignored the laughter and went to my seat. Then some other Boys approached me. They said things like, go die, your parents never wanted you, they hate you, why are you still living etc.. I knew who told everyone. The one and only who I trusted, Hoseok. After class ended I grabbed Hoseok's hand and dragged him to the Rooftop. When we arrived i couldn't hold my anger back. I just knocked him out right there. I was so angry. I left him there and never went to class. Soon the teacher said that i should change classes and so I did.
I sighed deeply.

Yunhae: Namjoon... I am so sorry.
Namjoon: Don't be.
Yunhae: Namjoon I forgive you.
Namjoon: W-What? Oh god thank you..
She smiled to me.
Yunhae: I want to tell you about my past too.
Namjoon: You don't have to..
Yunhae: I want to...

Yunhae POV:
'I want to,. He opened up to me so should i. I can't keep everything locked up in my heart.

Yunhae: So.. when I was born my real Mother actually left me. My Father remarried with a witch and well I have an Stepsister. My Father didn't really like me but at that time I didn't took it into my mind. So I had very good grades though. I everytime thought my Dad would be proud of me, but he wasn't. He would everytime say that I should do better. It broke my heart everytime. He liked my Sister better. When I was 6 years old, Me, My Dad and my Sister went shopping. My Dad bought us ice cream. My dad also knew that I am Lactose intorelant, and Well Ice cream has always Milk in it. But when I was little I didn't really knew what that was, so without thinking I ate the Ice cream. After some minutes i started coughing. I couldn't breathe anymore. I fell onto the ground and struggled for 8 Minutes. My dad just watched. He did nothing. A lady saw me and called as soon as possible 911. She held my hand and shouted at my Father. Soon the Ambulance came and the lady was still with me. But my Father didn't. He was just there, standing. The Lady told me that everything will be alright. After the Treatment in the Hospital my Dad came to see me. When we were in the Hospital room, alone he said things that hurted me.

He said..
Dad: I wanted you to die but seemed like you got saved. I am so tired of you. I hate you!

With that he left me. Everyday would the Lady come see me in the Hospital. I needed to stay there for a week. When I came back home my Father was smiling but when he saw me his smile faded away. I just went to my room. When I was 15 years old things got worser. I packed my stuff and ran away from my house. Thank god i was still in contact with the lady. Her name was Nona. I called her and told her everything. I was waiting in front of a Bus stop and she picked me up. I lived with her for 2 years, then I decided to get an own apartment. Nona is like a real mother to me. We still have Contact..

Namjoon: Oh my god. Yunhae.. you are a Strong girl. You went through all of this and here you are smiling like an angel. I am the exact opposite from you.
Yunhae: No, you're not. You are also strong. You've also been through bad times but here you are, happy and healthy..! Thank you Namjoon for listening. I trust you with my heart.
Namjoon: No need to and I should be the one to thank you. Thank you Yunhae for listening. I also trust you with my heart. And we will go through this together.

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A/N: This chapter was long..
Anyways. Please don't hate me..? Because someone Handsome will come in my story and something bad will happen.. please don't hate me okay? Oh and do you have guesses who it will be? Love you ❤️