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white roses represents
purity and innocence.
however, they remind me
of those balled up tissue papers
which i cried in
after you said
i wasn't enough.
i just wasn't good enough-
not pretty enough,
not skinny enough,
just not good enough.
not enough.
and that wasn't even the worst part.
The worst part was
that i believed it.
And i let it shape me.
I hid away from selfies,
from pictures
and cameras as a whole.
I wore baggy clothes to hide my body.
just so i could become your "normal".
but is being normal being a cake-face?
is it being stick thin?
i don't know.
but now i say
fuck being normal,
imma be me.
it's either you fucks with me,
or you don't.
i don't care anymore.
fuck it all.

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