"The Devils Lover" (g.d)

16.

I looked at myself in the mirror and I smiled for once in such a long time. My body had it's natural glow back, and iv gain some weight. I felt relief and save and beautiful again.

He made me feel this way.

"You are so beautiful you know that" he says as he walked out of the shower shaking the water from his hair.

He had his towel hanging low and water drops falling off of him as the smell of his body wash filled my nose. He was such a good looking man, he was so dark and mysterious but he was the devil, My devil.

Everytime he told me I was beautiful I believed it because he never failed to make me feel that way. He walked over laying as kiss on my lips and I looked down as ethan came to my mind.

It was eating him alive that his brother betrayed us. I wanted to understand why Ethan did what he did to me, to grayson, to our baby.

"What are we going to do about ethan" I asked softly because it was a very touchy topic.

"Kill him" he spit as his dark eyes met mine. He was pissed off and he felt betrayed like he should. He was so hurt but he never shows it. He doesn't want to kill Ethan, at first i wanted him dead, but I can't stomach it. But he will know my pain, the same pain I felt.

"Grayson I know you don't feel that way I ju-" before I could finish I jumped as he slings the towel rack across the bathroom.

"Don't tell me what i feel, that son of a bitch kidnapped you, allowed Jack to beat the living shit out of you for days, he let him kill our baby addyson, he took that from me, from us, fuck him" he screamed as his face turned red and his jaw clenched, his eyes laced over with water and his knuckles were turning white from how hard he was squeezing his fist together.

He was hurting.

"I don't want to kill him, I can't" I say softly as I looked at him through the mirror. His eyes met my teared up ones and his whole body softened.

"He hurt me so bad, but I could never betray him the same way he did me" I felt a tear fall from my eyes, I loved ethan and I trusted him with everything and I just wanted to know why.

I walked over to him as I ran my finger tips up his toned body and brought his chin up as I leaned in kissing him softly.

My eyes met his but they weren't his Hazel ones they were his dark full of hate ones.

"You don't have to kill him" he says making me feel so reliefed.

I nodded as I walked out of the bathroom but he grabs my wrist making me face him with a worried and confused look. His jaw clenched and his grip became tighter around my wrist.

"I will"