"The Devils Lover" (g.d)

28.

(Addysons p.o.v)

I sat there flipping through the channels trying to find something worth watching. I haven't heard from Grayson all day since he left this morning, maybe he's just busy.

I stood up making my way to the kitchen as I saw those familiar headlights shine through the window into the kitchen lighting the room up.

I jumped on the counter waiting for him to Come in and I soon heard the door handle turn and he walked in.

The look on his face was not undescribable and I could tell something was wrong with him.

Before I could even ask him that face that I never thought i would see again appeared behind him.

I was speechless and scared and apart of me wanted to crawl in a hole but the other half of me was confused and wondering why he came back after all this time, after i told him I never wanted to see his face again.

"What are doing here"

I jumped off the counter as I reach for my gun but he threw his hands in the air. Grayson didn't seemed bothered by him, like he had forgiven him.

"I'm not here to hurt you addyson, I came here because there's people looking for Grayson, they want him dead"

I could tell by the look on his face and the tone in his voice that he was telling the truth, but there will always be that wall of doubt between us.

I looked up at Grayson and he nodded to tell me he wasn't lieing. Apart of me wanted to just break down, after everything going on with trying to have a baby, and working on me and Grayson, and then now the worst person from my past who gave me these problems came back. It's like I couldn't catch a break.

"He's gonna be staying in his old room, were gonna get through this together" Grayson says, all I could do is wonder why he's being so selfish and stupid.

"I don't think so, he's not staying in my house, and no there's no way in hell you will be working with him on this" I spit

Is he crazy?

"He can't be to bad if you let him go and lied to me about it for months"

I could see the pain and betrayal in his eyes and yes what I did was wrong, but he wanted him dead, I just didn't have the guts to do it.

"Addyson I'm not here to hurt anyone, I made a huge mistake but im here now to fix it, let me help" Ethan says moving closer to me but Grayson stepped out in front of him stopping him.

I didn't know what to think. Grayson was right, if I felt so terrified of him then i wouldnt have let him go. I loved Ethan and i still do, but it's gonna be so hard to trust him again.

"Grayson you do know the reason I can't give you a baby is because of him? He aloud them to beat me and lock me up for days, he killed our baby gray, use your fucking brain, he can stay here that's fine, but you can stay here with him alone because I refuse to live under the same roof with someone who betrayed me"

Both of there faces dropped and I could tell it got the best of them. But this isn't about just them, this is about me, too. This is my house. My safe place.

And i refuse to let someone take it from me.