If I were in a movie, then I'd probably be the antagonist--the villain. The girl that will end up not being chosen by the lead guy. I'm the character you rarely have any sympathy for; the one you don't empathize with. I'm always just the girl you want out of the picture so the leading man and your helpless fucking damsel in distress will get her happy fucking ending already.
I've found prince charming before--or at least I thought I did. Many times, each time in different forms. I always believed they were the one. I also always believed that I was the one. But time and time again, he--the proverbial he always ends up with someone else; always picks someone else before me. I never understood why. I guess I was just never the princess or the damsel in distress that they were magically and effortlessly supposed to be with.
I've got news for you: Nobody wants to be the evil stepsister; nobody want's to play the witch. We all just want to be chosen and I--well I thought I did whatever it takes to be loved. And yet, prince charming still ended up with somebody else just because they was soft spoken and pretty in a whole cliched, understated and demure way. She didn't even have to fucking try.
Well, BULLSHIT! Have you ever stopped to think about my story? That maybe I hurt too; maybe I just wanted to be loved; maybe just maybe, for once, I wanted to be the one that get's picked. Maybe sometimes I just want someone who will endure me because they thought I was worth it.
Or maybe, I was just chasing after my happy ending too. After all, can't I at least be the goddamn protagonist of my own fucking story?
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Please Choose Me
ChickLitI've found prince charming before--or at least I thought I did. Many times, each time in different forms. I always believed they were the one. I also always believed that I was the one. But time and time again, he--the proverbial he always ends up w...
