Andrea's P.O.V
Just to clarify i did not come back for Oli. His excuses were thee last things i wanted to hear. Actually Alan and Austin texted me asking where i was and if i wanted to get a drink with them. Naturally i would have no, seeing as im not a big drinker because of the trouble its caused me, but instead i said yes. I thought it would be a perfect way to drown out all memories and reasons as to why i hadn't killed myself yet. And i hoped that by the end of the night i would wake up in someone elses bed and not regret it, whether i knew their name or not.
So i avoided Oli, the bus, the band, and everyone else other than Alan and Austin and headed straight to the OM&M bus. I walked in and a bromance pornography was taking place in front of me. I was horified. Alan was on top of a naked Austin and they were rolling around on the floor laughing. I had to ask if they were drunk already or not. I walked past them covering my eyes and i just so happened to trip and fall on top of the pile. So here i was being enveloped into a group of grown naked men that were rolling around on the floor. I laughed and i think i cried when Austins dick hit my hand. But finall we all got up and got dressed.
My shirt was torn, dirty, and tear soaked. And when Austin noticed, i wouldn't hear the end of it. And i didnt. So we stayed behind for about 30 minutes because everyone was so worried as to why the fuck i was crying. And that was enough time for Oli to find me.
Phil and Tino wouldn't let him come in though, and they made him go back to his bus, which i was SO thankful for. But finally, i was dressed in Austin's clothes, which were so fucking baggy because of the tall ass bastard, and were headed out the door. The bar was called Tattletales (A/N* This is a strip bar and i know its in Atlanta but its where Motley Crüe rocked out when they came there so i wanted to use it) and my oh my was it filled with naked women and strong liquor. Strong enough to knock me out. Or so i thought.
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Apparently i was conscious enough to have sex with Austin. Yeah i had always had feelings for him, but would this ruin things between us? I hate awkward tension.
But that didn't change the fact i woke up sore, naked, and laying on Austin's bare chest. I had woken up before him and took the time to really admire him. His arms and chest were toned, even though he never really tried. His cute little nose and the marking beside it from where he crinkled his nose all the time. The smile he wears to sleep. The-
"Like what you see?" He asked, smirking. Oh shit, he caught me looking...
I put on a sour face and backed away, shaking my head. He gasped dramatically and his hand flew up to his chest. But then he just smirked and he was looking at something... but surely not, no, no, no. Oh my god.
My torso was fully exposed, and he was looking at my breast. Fucking man whore. My face heated up and i rushed to cover up. He smiled and pulled me closer to him, pushing his bare torso against mine. Nothing separated our sweating bodies except a thin piece of material. I looked up at him as he looked down upon me. I took a few minutes to once again admire his features. The freckles on his nose, his dimples, his tiny nose, his perfect teeth, big brown eyes. He was everything i always wanted, i was just too blind to see.
And suddenly and slowly we were both leaning in. But that didnt last long, and i was a bit disappointed. All i wanted right now was to feel the sensation of Austins lips on mine. But Oli just had to ruin it.
Oli bust and automatically started rambling. Austin wrapper his arms around me, and in that moment i felt safe, but it still didnt compare to the safety i used to feel when i was around Andy.
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So i decided to stay on OM&Ms bus. Austin said he didn't want me going anywhere without him cause Oli might have spread rumors.
So at the moment i was sitting in Alan's lap with my feet on Austin clad in ripped leggings, one of Austin's random tees, some Uggs, and Austin's grey hoodie. (The female clothing all courtesy of Austin getting them from the bus).
He shoved my feet off of him and stood up, pulling me with him in the process.
"Lets get food. Alan, you in?" Austin asked excitedly. Alan just shrugged and nodded, standing up.
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My arms were linked with Alan's and Austin's and we were all skipping to the food vendors, and oh my god. The food vendor is just not a good lucky place for me.
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