Why Don't You Love Me

A New Start

After driving for what seemed like hours, we finally arrived at the most beautiful house I had ever seen. It had two stories and the walls were made of glass. You could see straight through the house. It had three garages and two balconies. It was just breath-taking.

" WOW, you live here?" I asked my father astonished.

" Yea. I have lived here for almost 20 years now."

" It is absolutely beautiful." I said

As I got out of the car I grabbed my bag and took in the beauty of the house even more. He has to be loaded, I mean his house looks better than Charles and he's the Governor of Georgia for crying out loud.

" It's much more to see when you get inside." My father said trying to convince me to go look at the inside of the house.

"OK, lets go in then."

As we walk inside the house I sat my bags down and he decides he wants to give me a tour of the house.

30 minutes later....

We just got finished with the tour of the big a** house. I mean it's pretty but it got a nigga tired. Like really how he do this every day, I have no clue.

" So where am I sleeping at, cause this tour got a nigga sleepy. "

" Well if you follow me, we do have one more room to look at, then the tour will be over with." He said as he motioned for me to follow him to a hallway with only on door. As we got closer to it I noticed that it was pink and had DAWN going across it in sparkling letters. I reached my hand up to touch the letters. I don't understand how could he have known that I would be here. Why did he have a room for me in his house when I have never even met him in my life.

" Why does this door have my name on it?" I asked him

" It's yours baby-girl. Every-thing in that room you asked for and I gave it to you." What the fuck is he talking about. How he gone say I asked him for this and I ain't even seen him before today.

" I don't get it. How i ask you for something and I ain't ever even seen you before today?" I questioned

He didn't answer. He just opened up the door and walked in. He turned around and nodded his head towards the bed signaling me to sit.

" When you were little, you used to come over all the time. That was when your mother was not completely insane. Around the time were she still had some love for me, she would drop you off and come pick you up at the end of the day. We used to have so much fun and I took you any where you wanted to go. The last time she let you come over, I took you to the mall because you told me you wanted your room to look different. We were at the mall for hours, because I let you pick out all the stuff you wanted. So by the time we were finished shopping your mother called and said she was on her way. When we got back to my house, she was waiting in the car. As soon as you got out of the car, you ran to her and told about all the stuff you got, and that I was fixing your room for you. You told me good-bye and that was the last time I saw you up until today."

" So if you haven't seen me since I was little, how did you now it was me when we bumped into each-other?" I asked

" I had one of my men watching you. Just to make sure you were safe. Every now and then he would take a picture of you and give it to me." He said.

The fuck he mean ' one of his men'.

" What you mean you had one of your men watching me. What kind of job you got that you got men and you can make them follow me everywhere, cause its kind of creepy?"

" I got a business and my men do every thing I tell them to do. All I told them to do is get money and watch over you. I couldn't do it myself cause your mother didn't want me to be in contact with you." He responded.

" Is you a drug dealer or something cause that don't sound like no business i ever heard of?" I questioned.

" Nah I ain't no drug dealer. I'm the boss 'cause I run the whole operation" He said like it made a difference.

" But I thought that was the same thing."

" Its not, just don't worry about it. OK."

" Okay well I'm bout to go to sleep sooo... goodnight. " I said

" Goodnight baby-girl, i'll see you in the morning." He said as he gave me a hug and left the room.

25 minutes later....

I just got out the shower and put my on my neon yellow boy shorts and a neon pink sports bra. When i got in bed I thought is this my New Start. Next thing I know I fell asleep.