Why Don't You Love Me

What Do I Do Now

I ran for as long as my body would let me. The pain in my chest was unbearable. It felt as if I pushed myself any further I would just collapse on the pavement.

As soon as I left out the door I regretted it, but it was to late to turn back. I had practically broke his heart and stomped all on it. I knew he would never forgive me, but were do I go now? Who do I turn to? My life is just beginning I can't be by myself on the streets. Where do I go from here? They were the only family I ever knew.

I sat on the bench, lost in my thoughts, as time ticked away. I had to come up with a plan quick, and I mean really quick. This creep kept looking at me, so I decided to get up and walk.

It was like the city became alive at night, but it was the first time I ever noticed. As I continued to walk the neighborhood, I came across this club, that had a ' Teens Night ' sign hanging in the window. I decided that when in doubt join the party. I mean I had nothing better to do anyway.

The atmosphere of the club was ' turnt up ' to the max. You had the bar on the right hand wall and the rest of the floor was the dance floor. I looked to my left and saw stairs with a velvet rope hanging from each rail. I walked over to the bar and asked the bartender if she could watch my bag.

I was in awe as I looked up at the top floor. It had glass bay widows, that looked out upon the dance floor. From the looks of it, there seemed to be about six or seven of them. I'm guessing those are the V.I.P Rooms. I must admit they looked gorgeous from were I was standing. To bad I would never get to be inside of one.

I went back to the bar and asked for a shot of tequila.

'' Here you go, should loosen you right up.''

'' Thanks, that's exactly what I wanted it to do.''

I took the shot right to the head and asked for another on and did the same thing. I know what you may be thinking but I can hold my alcohol very fine, thank you.

Feeling relived I moved right to the dance floor. I didn't care if I didn'tknow anyone here. I have no shame in dancing by myself, just means I have more attention on me.

I suddenly heard the beat to ' Partition ' drop and you know I was in the zone. I started to sway my hips left and right . Next thing I know I'm rolling my hips and grinding on what used to be air. I was so into my dance that I didn't even notice him come up.

'' Baby where ya learn to dance like dis '' He who I do not know the name to asked

'' Oh this ain't nothin, I'm just gettin started '' I said, thrusting my a** onto his crotch finding it completely hard. What can I say, I'm a little tipsy.

'' F*ck , don't do dat Ma.'' He groaned

'' Do what? '' I asked clueless, thrusting my a** into him again.

This time he turned me around so that we were face to face. Well not exactly because I stopped like at his chin and I could barely see his face because the lights were dimmed. He gripped my hips in his hands and licked his lips.

'' You want to come up stairs wit me, Ma. I got a V.I.P Room. '' He asked

'' I would love to but it's time for me to leave.'' I said. I stood on my tippy toes and whispered '' Call me. "

I got down and went to go get my bag from the bartender. As I was walking out he shouted " But I didn't get ya name or ya number. " I blew him a kiss the walked down the street.

When I got near the corner of the street, I started looking in my bag for my phone. Not looking were I was going I bumped into someone.

" I'm so sorry " I said starting to walk away. As the man looked my way his eyes shot up in surprise.

" Dawn." Was all he could say before he took me in his embrace.