A love so wrong
A year has gone by,
How far have we come?
Who am I?
What am I to become?
A joke? Just lust?
A relationship in the making,
Tell me is there an 'us'
My heart is breaking,
The connection we're losing
When we're alone together,
If it's this awkward and confusing,
Imagine us together forever!
I can't even remember
what brought us together,
Where's the passion and romance,
Should we give this another chance?
You're still all I think of,
I hope you feel the same way,
Can we rekindle this love?
This isn't a game
What do I tell my friends?
When they ask how we're doing?
Do I tell them the truth or pretend?
True feelings you're still not showing
We started of as strangers,
But I've come to realize,
That we're no different,
Than the first time we met,
I looked in your eyes and then I knew,
Your feelings for me are not shiny and new,
She left you and crushed your heart,
But you still loved her from the very start,
Your body was always mine,
Yet your heart was always hers,
It still belongs to someone else,
I was just filling her space,
It hurts me deeply,
That you long for her heart,
I thought we would last,
But this is keeping us apart,
I never thought you could break my heart,
But I guess we were wrong from the start,
I've never been the type to say what I feel,
So basically I keep everything bottled inside,
I know you can never love me,
The way you love her,
So i'll stick with whatever
You have to offer,
I want to tell you I know,
believe me i've tried,
But i can't help being selfish,
Making it my secret to hide.
Love,
A.
