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Death

~Maddies POV~

Shes dead. My mother died. Why was I this upset? I dont love her, let alone like her. But she was still my mother. 

"Whats wrong?" Louis asked me. All I could do was just sit there and cry. I couldnt say a word. "Maddie, whats wrong?" He kept asking me. I just shook my head.

"Is everthing okay in here?" Harry asked.

"Shes dead." I managed to spit out. 

"What?" Lou asked.

"My mother died." I started to stop crying. "She died early this morning. Im actually glad."

"Your happy your mum died?" Harry asked sounding surprised. 

"If you knew the whole story youd know why..." I said. "I dont wanna go to the funeral though."

"Do you want me to get Claire?" Louis asked.

"Yes, please." I said.

I sat Claire down and told her. She started bawling her eyes out. "Im not going to her funeral er anything." I said to Claire. She looked at me with tear filled eyes.

"Why not? Shes your mother, shes our mother."

"She walked out on us. That shows how good of a mother she is. She wasnt there for us even when she was at home. Dad did everything. She just sat on her lazy ass all day and got wasted at night. Thats not a mother. She did nothing. Actually, she did. She tore our family apart. Yet you continue to belive that shes some sort of angel. Well no. Shes not. Shes the devil from hell and she needs to go back where she belongs." I walked out of my room, and into the hall way by the railing. Louis followed me out. He wrapped his arms around me. I was never that mean to Claire. She just made me so mad. 

"Everythings going to be okay." Louis whispered into my ear and kissed my forehead. 

"What if its not?"

"Shhh, lets go into my room where no one is." He took me into his room.

"What if nothing is okay? Im 17 years old! I shouldnt be going through this! I should be enjoying myslelf. But no, my younger sister is basically like my own daughter, I have to mother, or some one to atleast look up to, my father has to work like 3 jobs to pay the bills and buy us food. I have to work too so I can buy stuff for myslef. Its not fair!" I screamed. Lou cam  up to me and saud;

"What about all the posative things that happenend in your life?"

"I took my sister to a One Direction concert, I met you 5 boys." I said. Death brings out the worst of me. Im ungreatful for any of the things that  happened to me that were actually good. Lou picked me up and took me over to the couch. He layed down and I layed on top of him. I rested my head on his chest as he played with my hair. I started to close my eyes. I needed a long nap. 

Authors note: Sorry this was such a short chapter! I will be writing like 4 chapters a day because summer just started, and I will get so bored! I hope you all enjoyed this! I try my hardest to make them as interesting as possable. -Mads(: