My Feelings Book; Rants, Love confessions and other stuff

01/29/18

Well, it's been a long time since I posted on here and I do have reasons why.

1. My Moods - I haven't been feeling the best and the past year has been up and down. I moved back to England and it was the worst time of my life, because I loved Gibraltar, it was my home. Since April last year I've been up and down all over the place and I just wanted some time to work some stuff out. My stress levels are through the roof with school and college and stuff so I've not really been around and I'm sorry for that.

2. My mental health - I wouldn't say that it's particularly horrible but it's not the best at the moment. I don't know why, I'm thinking maybe because of stress but I really don't know. I'm just not feeling like myself and I'm starting to realise that more bad things are happening than good things, it's not really because of how my life is - it's rather more like I just feel so lonely and I bottle all my feelings up and try to keep them in but I usually just end up breaking down anyway because it will all become too much and there'll often be times when I cry myself to sleep which isn't good.

3. School and College - My schedule is just so busy at the moment that I don't have time to publish a new part to a book or whatever, so I feel like I'm letting you down. I'm doing Beauty Therapy at college and it's really difficult and I'm studying from the moment I get home, mainly because of upcoming exams that I have but it's really challenging.

4. Writer's block - I have had no motivation or confidence to write anything at the moment and I feel like a broken record because I just feel like I repeat myself all the time. But writer's block has seriously been getting to me and I don't have any confidence whatsoever so I'm sorry.

So yeah, I hope that clears up why I haven't been publishing much.

Thanks for understanding

I love you ❤️

Erin. xx