Married to Him (Kang Daniel ff)

IV

Roe's P.O.V

I took a deep breath as I entered the hall.. All eyes are on me.. This is not a secret wedding which you commonly read in a wattpad novel but it's actually a wedding that was announced in the news..

Yes that's right.. Lumabas sa tv yung about sa kasal namin ni Daniel.. Turns out our family is one of the most influential people here in the Philippines.. Maraming tao ngayon dito sa simbahan.. Most of them are in the business industry..

Nandito rin sila Jihoon.. Since their parents are also business tycoons.. They are one of the grooms men and si Kuya Seongwoo naman yung best man, yung mga pinsan kong mga babae naman yung brides maid and the maid of honor is no other than my cousin Liana. Im close with her alongside with Kuya Jisung..

This wedding is very extravagant. Like everything is expensive.. Maiisip talaga ng ibang tao na gustong gusto naming magpakasal sa sobrang ganda ng set up but the truth is napipilitan lang kami..

"You can do this Rachella, and we're ver sorry but this will do good to everyone around us including you and Daniel" mama said as she hugged me.. Nagsimula na kaming maglakad sa aisle together with papa.. Daniel is just looking at me but I can't read his expression..

Napalingon ako sa gawi nila Kuya Jisung and I waved at them, kumaway naman sila pabalik..

Nung nakarating na ako sa altar ay may binulong muna si papa kay Daniel which made the two of them laugh at nilagay ni papa ang kamay ko sa kamay ni Daniel..

And let the ceremony begin.. I didn't pay much attention sa mga pinagsasabi ng pastor and sumagot lang ako ng I do na parang wala lang.. I can feel Daniel looking at me from time to time...

"You may now kiss the bride" Daniel removed my veil and held my chin and gave me a fake smile which I gladly returned.. Kung gusto niya ng plastican edi sige..

Nagulat ako sa sunod niyang ginawa.. He literally kissed me on the lips and wala man lang akong magawa because of our parents reputation.. Damn this guy... He freaking stole my first kiss from me..

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"Congrats sa inyo noona" masayang bati ni Daehwi sa akin.. Nandito na kami sa reception area which is sa resort nila Daniel..

Kausap ko ngayon sina Daehwi, Jinyoung at Guanlin habang si Daniel naman ay nasa kabilang table kasama sila Kuya Jisung.. Si Jihoon at Woojin nasa gilid lang ng buffet lumalamon..

"Noona okay ka lang" nag-aalalang tanong ni Guanlin.. Tumango naman ako at ngumiti sa kanya..

"Im okay baby boy" namula naman siya sa tinawag ko sa kanya kaya natawa kaming tatlo nila Jinyoung.. I've been calling him that for a while now and hanggang ngayon namumula parin siya sa tuwing tinatawag ko siyang baby boy hahaha..

"Noona magsasama na ba kayo ni Daniel hyung sa iisang bahay?" Tumango naman ako kaya nagpout sila

"Mabuti pa si Daniel hyung makakasama ka niya sa iisang bahay, ampunin mo nalang kami noona" nakapout na sabi ni Daehwi.. Kinurot ko lang yung pisngi niya at niyakap siya..

"Pwede naman kayong dumalaw don eh at isa pa pwede tayong magsleep over" nagliwanag naman ang mukha nila at masaya silang pumalakpak... Ang kyot talaga ng tatlong to..

Ever since na nakilala ko sila ay panay na ang dikit nilang tatlo sa akin.. Wala raw kasi silang noona at ako raw ang gusto nilang maging noona.. Hayssss ang kyot talaga..

Nag-usap lang kami ng kung ano-ano at nandito na sina Jihoon at Woojin sa table namin.. Kanina pa pala tapos yung proper program kaya eto nakichika na ako sa kanila habang yung nasa kabilang table naman ay nag-iinuman except for Kuya Minhyun though..

"By the way malapit na ang christmas break" biglang sabi ni Woojin kaya napatingin kami sa kanya

"Woojin hyung November pa lang" pagpapaala ni Jinyoung sa kanya kaya tumango tango naman si Woojin..

"Kaya nga malapit na ang christmas" napailing nalang silang tatlo sa kaweirdohan ni Woojin habang si Jihoon naman ay inaayos lang ang buhok ni Woojin..

Can they get even weirder???..

"Anong plan niyo this christmas?" Curious na tanong ni Woojin sa amin

"Gusto ko magkasama tayong lahat" nakangiting sabi ni Daehwi

"Ako rin gusto ko na tayo lang yung magkasama sa christmas" segunda naman ni Guanlin

"Pwede naman yun ah, di naman strict ang parents natin at isa pa first christmas din natin yan na kasama si noona, so why not?" Kunot noong tanong ni Jinyoung sa kanila.. Nagsitanguan naman silang lahat..

"Sabihan natin mamaya yung mga hyung, Im sure papayag ang mga yun" nakangiting sabi ni Woojin.. Haysssss ang cute at sweet talaga nila.. All for one, one for all talaga.. Wanna One nga yung tawag sa group nila sa school eh.. Sinabi kasi sa akin ni Jihoon..

"Ah noona if you don't mind, pwede ka ba naming tanungin? Curious lang talaga kami" nahihiyang sabi ni Daehwi at tumango lang naman ako..

"Ano ba yun?"

"Eh kasi parang wala lang sayo na ikinasal ka na in an early age tapos reported pa sa news yung kasal niyo ni Daniel hyung, at isa pa noona okay ka lang ba?" Natigilan ako sa tanong ni Daehwi..

Am I okay??

Yes I can still smile as if Im really okay with everything..

But truth is I wanna break down and cry like a baby..

Pero kahit na umiyak pa ako at sabihin kong hindi ako okay, wala rin naman akong magagawa.. Dahil if it's bound to happen, it will really happen kahit gaano mo pa kaayaw na mangyari yun..

Well, that's reality.. All you need to do is accept everything even though you don't want to.. Wala ka rin namang choice diba kundi tanggapin nalang yung buhay na nakalaan sayo..

Life is life and that's how it is..

Im bound to marry Daniel at the age of eighteen with no love involved.. I always wanted to get married to the person whom I love and loves me back not to the person who hates me and I hate him back for hating me..

"Uhm noona" natigil ako sa pag-iisip nung tinapik ni Jinyoung ang balikat ko. Tinignan ko siya and he is looking at me with worry.. Narinig ko namang napabuntong hininga si Jihoon..

"Roe if you're not okay, please know that you can always tell us how you feel, you're a part of us now" Seryosong sabi ni Jihoon kaya tumango lang ako sa sinabi niya

"We won't force you to talk about it now because we know that you're still digesting in your mind that you are already married to Daniel hyung but don't hesitate to tell us when you're ready to talk about it, okay?" dagdag niya pa at tanging tango lang ang sinagot ko sa kanya..