As each wakening morning arrives, I am forced to watch in silence
As the person oh so dear to my heart, moves on
Their love was once my pride and joy
Their happiness became my life goal
Their pain turned into my faults
And their silence is now my regret
If only I was transparent then and only then would I be free
Revealing the things I failed to declare
Although my teenage love will never get to read this
It's time to reveal the true reason behind my emotional absence
I knew my teenage love was out of my league
The entire relationship was based on the fear of my failure
The fear of losing my teenage love to another
The fear of breaking their heart
The fear of messing up a great relationship
Knowing I had strike one I feared missing out on another tremendous opportunity
And now all my fears have become reality, knowing I now have strike two
But sadly sometimes in life and love two strikes is all you deserve
Looking back I was lucky to receive a second chance
Because of my teenage love I can actually say that for the first time ever I am a better person than who I was yesterday
Truly an angel sent from above, who eyes still sparkle like a thousand stars
For I will never stop loving this beautiful angel who was out of my league for in my eyes they will always be royalty
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Poetry Lost in Time
PoesíaPoetry I've written throughout the years during some of the best and worst times of my life.
