Blinded By Friendship

Confrontment

So i know i didn't finsih the whole book like i said but just bare woth me. I might be updating every day with a new chapter for the rest of the week

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Allee POV

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I don't know why but I felt angry all of a sudden. This has never happened before. I can't help but think about Jace and wonder if he is angry with me for leaving without saying good bye. Wait why would he be angry with me when he hates me. I think i'm thinking on it to much. I wish we could go back to being friends and before we ever kissed. I wish I didn't have to be in love with him but none of that is going to change that fact that things are how they should be now and won't ever be able to redue them again. 

I have been thinking leaving in such a drastic way because I was upset wasn't a good thing. I probably should go back home. I'm not sure if he will ever forgive me but I should at least try. 

When I was packing my clothes to leave I heard the doorbell ring, which was strange because not many people know about this place. I went to the door and looked through the peephole and you wouldn't believe who was standing right outside the door. Yes it was the one and only Jase Haiden.

"I know your in there Allee." 

"What do you want?" 

"Just open the door so we can talk please." 

"Why should I?" .

"Please Allee just open the door?" His voiced cracked a little. That was what made me open the door because I felt sad the I made him upset.

"Why are you here?"

"Just don't speak for a little bit" He said leaning in close to kiss me. Then it registered he was going  to fucking kiss me. Oh no i'm not going to let him put his lips near mine ever. 

"Don't."

"Why not? Don't you love?" He asked sounding a little hurt and backing up to look at me.

"No I don't. I never loved you. I love your brother not you. You are just a friend and actually not even that, your nothing to me." I said with so much distaste.

"What do you mean you love my brother? How can I not be your friend?" He asked sadly.

"Becuase I will never love you. I have no choice but to love your brother. I have to marry him. There is no way around it. Both my parents are dead. I have nothing left in life to look forward to. You messed up us ever being friends again after you kissed me and ignoring me. The only thing I feel towards you know is hatered." I said angrily but sad at the same time.

"Why does everyone choose him over me? Why do you have to hurt me so much? After all the things I've done for you? I protected you when others were mean to you! How can you not love me? Your parents didn't even want you to know about the contract. I told them I would protect you from it but here you are planning on marrying my own brother over me! Why? I have been protecting you from day one and this is how you repay me? By marrying my own brother? How could you? You weren't promised by fate to marry him or love him. The fate promised you to me! I will not stand around and let you go again! You will not be walking down that Ilse with him. You will be walking down it with me! I will not let you love someone more than me!" He yelled angrily, you could practically see steam coming from his ears. That wasn't even the scary part though, his eyes started turning pitch black and his canine teeth started growning into fangs and his skin was getting paler by the second.

I looked at him in fear of my life and told him straight " I will never be yours I don't even know why I was ever friends with you but it stops now. I never want to see your face again. In fact you aren't even a human are you? No your a blood sucking pig who feeds off the innocent and leaves them to the dead." 

I could see him getting angrier but I didn't care I hated him with all my guts. I never wanted to see him again in my life.

"I really don't want to do this but I will to protect you" His whispered quietly.

"What are you talking about?" I asked nervously.

"Nothing that deals with talking." He said walking over to me and slowly bending his head like he was going to kiss me but the next second. He turns his head towards my neck and bites into it and making sucking noises. I feel this piercing pain for a second then everything turns into bliss, I could feel many different feelings. Hatred to his brother, upset towards me, protectivness, sadness towards me, and one other emotion that I can't understand. Wait why was he upset towards me? I don't remeber doing anything to make him upset. I started getting sleepy, but I didn't want to sleep. I was wide awake. He finally stopped after a few momments.

"Why?" 

"Why the hell didn't it work? I can't lose you to him. I won't stand it! We can wait to do the next step when your ready but there is one thing you should know before we do anything." He said looking into my eyes with some weird emotion.

"What didn't work? Like what? That your a freak or something? That you suck peoples blood so they feel things toward you? I don't think so! You don't deserve to tell me anything! My vision was right! The funny thing is it's always right, I didn't want to believe it at first but now I know it is all true. I hate it when my visions are true!" I said starting to cry. He knew about my visions and that they always came true but this one I never told him because I didn't want to believe it but now I have no choice but to believe it. I wish this was all a dream and that I would wake up and that none of this has ever happened but I know this isn't a dream it is real. The more I think about it the more real it becomes and the more I can't stop it from happening.

"Last time it worked." He muttered to himself but I heard him loud and clear. "Did he take you anywhere's when you were at my house?" 

"Not that I know of except the place you and me used to go but not anymore." 

"Dammit! Only the chosen are aloud in there and they can only bring the one they love there. Unless he posed as me but made it were it still looked like him for you." 

"Well if your done I need to go." I said  going to my room and grabbing my suitcase and pushing him out the house so I could get out the house and lock it.