Beautiful Disaster

A Flow Of Emotions

A Flow Of Emotions

When the next day rolled around, Zayn came up to me in school ,"Hey," he said as if nothing had happened the night before. I looked at him and in a confused voice said "Hey?" I didn't know what to do so I just walked away before he could reply.

I tried to get through classes without confrontation from Zayn, I suceded. When I got home my mom was planning for Landon's funeral. "Gina, come help with invitations," "Okay momma."

We got everything done for the funeral and I got a call from Zayn. "Gina?" "Yeah?" He told me that his dad was going on trip to Hawii and he was going with him. "I'll be back in a month, I just thought I would tell you," I couldn't believe it so I just hung up.

The next day, Zayn was not at school. It was true, Zayn left.

Two weekends later

Landon's funeral started and almost everyone in the church was crying. It felt so weird, like he was really gone. I knew he was ,but it didn't seem like it because of all the distractions around me.

Now that everyone was crying and making speeches, it felt real. And the emotions started flowing through my body like water down a river.

Some of my new friends came to the funeral. Like a few boys which name were Mason, Arthur, and Taylor. Then a few girl which names were Sidney, Brianna, Kameron, and Rylie.

It was nice to have some of my friends by my side, it was a lot easier. I was very proud of myself because I didn't talk about Zayn at all. My friends were all glad for the same reason. That I wasn't talking about Zayn.

4 weeks later

Halloween was approaching very quickly. When I came into school I saw my boyfriend, Mason, he ran up to the entrance ,where I was standing ,picked me up and spun me around.

I looked around for my usual group of friends and saw him. I couldn't believe it, I was almost over him. Just about to stop thinking about him. Now I have my boyfriend!

Zayn. He was back.