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It wasn't until a month and a half later that I found myself stuttering in front of the camera that I knew Namjoon was right. As a leader and as a friend.

Brittney stopped texting me weeks back because she was scared she'd get too distracted that she wouldn't update the website. I also found myself sending one-sided texts reminding her. On top of that, we haven't shown any affection.

Last week I prompted her to go live to be more attached to her fans. It went horribly.



"Park Jimin! I love you Oppa!"

"Perfect, but make it more believable for the camera."

"Seriously?"

"It's apart of the contract Brittney!"

"Screw you! I've been practising this since forever and it still isn't' perfect! I hate you!"



I've been wanting to apologize but this is business. Plus, I spent half a million on this. On a relationship that was bound to fail.



"Tell me how good I look. Oh! And put it on the website."

"Don't your fans do this a million times a day?"

"Brittney, as my biggest fan you do what I say!"



Maybe... I do need to stop.

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