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Sasha's P.O.V ~

Tragedy and I have become dear friends over the last year, really good friends.

Though I will never understand why the world chose to play such a cruel joke on me like this.

When all was going well.

When I was sane and sober.

When I am married to the man I love.

I shake my head and try to clear my thoughts.

"You have ruined my life in a matter of seconds, baby." I whisper down to my stomach.

I frown and rest my head in my arms as my sobs betray me.

I had a bad feeling about this from the beginning.

A vasectomy?

Why in hell did he have a vasectomy. Why didn't he tell me about it?

I've only been with two men over the course of three months and when I was with 'he who shall not be named' I was healthily on a regular birth control schedule.

So he's out of the picture.

There's no one else.

God it pains me to think about this.

Seth is the only man that I've been sexually active with.

I groan and press my palms against my eyes, trying to make the tears subside.

Is it possible that his vasectomy failed?

I gasp and sit up in my seat.

Oh please lord.

I pull out my iPhone and type in the fate deciding question in the google search bar.

'Can a vasectomy fail?'

Luckily Dr. Greene's online forum has this question listed.

Yes, Vasectomies are known to fail. It is a slim chance if you've had a good surgeon. When you get a vasectomy it is not guaranteed that it will be one hundred percent efficient whilst you are sexually active with your partner.

Hallelujah!

I sniffle and wipe away my tears before letting out a gracious laugh.

I have to call Seth.

I dial in his number speedily and await his beautiful voice as it rings.

You have reached the voice mailbox of : Seth Rollins. At the tone, please record your voice message. When you are finished recording, hang up or press one for more options. Beep.

Fuck.

Of course he wouldn't answer. Not now at least.

It's been an hour and a half since he's left.

I hope he's okay.