My Prince 《Completed 》

Chapter 17: Confession

"Hwa?" I froze. 

"No. It's can't be! I'm hearing things." I whispered loudly, covering my ears. I felt someone kneel in front of me, their hands touched mine.

"Hwa, what's wrong?" I didn't dare to answer nor look at the person. "Hwa, please look at me." He then lifts my chin, forcing me to look at him. 

and there he was

Park Jimin. 

"Why are you crying??" He asked with worried eyes. I just looked at him.

"Hwa, answer me. What happened??" Tears continued to fall. He pulled me into a hug. "Do you love that asshole so much?? I saw everything. What happened to my strong Jae-Hwa?? Why did you let him make you cry?" 

I looked into Jimin's deep eyes, barely visible in the dark. For a split second, I didn't know what to say. Yes, I do love him. Strong Jae-Hwa? She died after you broke up with me. Why did I cry? Cause I thought maybe he could love me too. 

" Why are you here?" He smiled.

"For you." 

"Go away, I don't want you here." 

"No."

"Fine, I'll leave." I got up and started to walk away. He pulled me back down to the ground. His hand was behind my head, pushing my face to his. He kissed me. I tried to work up the will to tell him to stop, but I knew I was too weak to be able to make myself stop him.  There so many things that were wrong about this moment, so many rules we were breaking. We could get ourselves killed if someone catches us. I knew Jimin had a girlfriend and I knew I still loved Jungkook. But I was so mad at Jungkook and seeing Jimin after so long felt comforting. 

I hate Jungkook,

 I hate Sana,

 I hate Jimin,

 I hate Korea. 

As Jimin kept kissing me, I started crying and soon some of them were Jimin's tears. 

"I hate you, you know?" I said

"I know, Hwa. I know." The way he touched me. The name he called me I felt like I was far away from this hell of a place. Even though I still hated him, I felt like I was back at home. After a while, we started to talk. 

"I can't believe you're here," I said. "When did you join the military?" 

"I had to join soon, I thought if I join now I might be able to find a way to get to the palace. Sure enough, there was a spot open to be a the palace guard. I passed all the physical exams and was the highest in our classes." I smiled

"Not surprised by that at all," I kissed him again. 

"I know there are still many things we need to talk about but I have to go before some finds out I'm missing. As for you, you need to rest. I'll be back, not tonight. I don't know when, but soon. I promised." He kissed me again. "But just know I missed you so much." He whispered into my mouth, and then got up and ran back to where ever he was supposed to be. 

I walked back to my room slowly. I couldn't believe what I'd just did. I knew I was over Jimin, but I didn't think I would just easily forgive him. Now, I feel stupid. I felt guilty towards Jungkook, I did love him. But I felt like he deserved it. He wanted to spare Sana and do those things with her, then I certainly can do whatever I want to. Problem solved. 

With all that happened, I fell asleep in a blink of an eye.

The next morning, I caught Jungkook looking at me multiple times, each time he tugged his ear. I didn't return the action, instead, I rolled my eyes at him and continue to eat my breakfast. I didn't want to talk to him right now. After breakfast, I walked up to my room. I couldn't think clearly. Why did he do this to me? I know I never really told him about my feelings and I don't know his and I know he doesn't belong to me but I still kaohuifhuihtreiw sj io;fjeoj fjsnijghushgrjn I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE!! Maybe Jungkook was just a typical guy, and Sana was a pretty girl. For all the times that he talked about wanting a soul mate, maybe all he really wanted was a bedmate.