この人生は混乱し、アルコール依存症はこのすべての痛みの原因でした

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My broken memories hurts my world but why does it even matter anymore? I've already lost 君は because of me. I've killed我々のmade up stars and moon, I've been struggling with myself, you need to understand that my love. I've hurt 君は already and I've hurt 君は even more, how can 君は still care for me? Everyday I feel lonelier and lonelier and yet I push people away, I can never run away from myうつ病, my 不安, I can't run away from myself, that's why I feel like 自殺 can only be the answer to all my questions. I wish I could understand everything so that I don't hurt anyone else's stars in their sky. So tell me, why am I worth it? Why do I matter to this world? All this world has given me pain my whole life, I wish this life I have now could stop putting tears in my eyes, smalls shakes in my body, and letting everybody I though who loved me get to me without knowing it. I'm disgusted with myself, I can't help anyone anymore, I feel useless. I wish my nights were filled with happy dreams and not quiet screams of pleads and pain. I wish I could make everything okay.

But these are just words on an app, empty in their ways. It's all just one big useless poem in the end.
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