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I have these fears, they sneak up on me and grab me like a cobra. To be truthful i can never tell any one about it because I feel like it will kill me. The meds that help with these panic attacks alter your mood so you truly cant be yourself, you are stuck in an illusion of you. I don't believe that it helps anyone get better, it helps people get used to what it feels like to get better, it tricks them into being better.

Meds scare me

The panic attacks make me feel like I am stuck in my head, that I have no control over my body. It scares me when I feel these thoughts that I don't think of crawl into my brain. I almost want to do what they tell me but I can't stand the thought of me killing myself, I can take death with open arms but I can't bring myself to death.

Death is not a strong suit

The dark is a place to imagine all the fears that you can't see during the day. The dark gets rid of all the distractions and leaves you alone, with yourself. When your brain talks to its self it is scary because you don't have control over what it tells you.

The dark is unforgiving