Difficult

- Difficult - part 12 -

I looked at him and then up again. “The blue sky… with almost no clouds but the clouds that are there are white… and a rainbow… everywhere you look. The grass is so green and no cars and just… no sound around you” I said and smiled. “Hmm… wish that was true.” He said. “Yeah me to…. the world is going down you know. Every car… all these houses…. I think if we weren’t here that it would be so beautiful” I said. “Yeah I think that to but now the world can’t live without us cause she’s used to us now” I said. “That’s true to” I said and smiled. “Owh uhm… tomorrow I am going back to my old country. Going to see some friends. Don’t call or text cause otherwise I have to pay…” I said and smiled. “That’s okay… and are you coming after that day to our match… from… Mac and me?” he asked. “Yes of course…. But speaking about Mac, yesterday he came to me and we had some fun and all but I wanted to ask you if you maybe know if he’s in love with me or something” I asked. “I don’t know ask him” he said cold. What’s with him? Did I say something wrong? “Did I say something wrong?” I asked. “No, uh sorry, if you want to know if he’s in love with you, just ask him. He will be okay with that” he said. “Okay” I said and smiled. We get up BC it’s already late. He brings me home and hugged me. “I will see you at the match” he said. “Indeed” I said. He gave me a kiss on my cheek and then went away. I close the door and slip down against it… that kiss on my cheek… why? My god what is this feeling.